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Posted by iforgotmypassword on January 13, 2008, at 0:02:46
i feel like every function i am trying to push in my head won't work, and like nearly all that i do do is involuntary.
actions/functions that make final pass are rare, and random,unreliable,useless. i even feel my breathing stop. like the sudden feeling when i wake up from sleep paralysis.
i am very grateful for the posts i do make, but i have no idea how i make them. i am stiff in everything, in my physical feeling, and action.
things i can do are usually: walk or talk. which i can do with immesurable continuous and vaulting drive, but not in the sense of being voluntary or knowing why i am doing it (akathitic is the best description, nerve racking, can't do can't NOT do. no voluntary. i am very lucky for making this post, but it will be one of the uncountable many that bring on no resolution. terrible terrible feeling that i will be stuck here forever)
Posted by your#1fan on January 13, 2008, at 1:16:51
In reply to i can't think, posted by iforgotmypassword on January 13, 2008, at 0:02:46
no no no, say "NO" to your fears that come to your head.
Its in your mind. I was watching a movie called "1408" which was the most worst movie i have seen (john cusak) and i turned it off it was too stupid, and sick! but anyways there was this old man that was sitting in wheel chair in a cold freezing "bathroom" like room. When i saw his face, i thought that was going to be me. I went nuts........... i started breathing hard, rubbing my hands together, but im not that bad looking really, but i something said thats going to be you if you dont get on with my life.
I had this anxiety attack over it, but i said "peace be still" like Jesus said. Its not going to happen, its fear. Fear will plague you and do bad things to you, i have read people with dissociate disorders can get allergic, or go numb in there body because its too much fear.
Do you feel, like apathy? in general? like there is no point in doing anyhting? like even moving? (not a joke) Do you feel kinda adrift? like just "there". I know what you mean.what i get is that your glad that you can function with your body.
There are medications like stimulants that can make you feel more alert and with reality, but there not the awnser.
Get a mental projection of yourself, think of yourself walking into a room in your mind as your walking into a room, and make that image an image you like. Like some made up person you want to be. That might help.
Is this more depression and apathy or just what your describing?
your#1fan
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