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Posted by Poet on February 1, 2009, at 16:45:18
The scale is not wrong, my jeans are too tight and I have allowed myself to gain nearly 10 pounds. I am a fat ugly cow.
My water aerobics instructor noticed that we have similar swimsuits only hers is much more worn out. She jokingly said, "if you left that in the locker room I'd take it, though you might be s little bit smaller than me." And she is not thin, she's plus sized. It is official I am fat. Fat, fat, fat. I can't stand this.
Poet
Posted by sam K on March 12, 2009, at 17:12:39
In reply to Self Hatred Gained Weight, posted by Poet on February 1, 2009, at 16:45:18
thats how i feel too.. dont give into the eating disorder.... it makes it worse. you can tell me how fat you feel and ill listen. I feel fat alot too and its f***** uncomfortable and depressing. I gota take meds too and those make me hungrier and its SO HARD FOR ME. i understand
i looked in the mirror a few days ago and was disgusted. I was like you fat fuc*ing pig, you ugly peice of crap. i walked around the house wanting to flip out. but hey that might not happen to you lol.
Posted by Poet on March 15, 2009, at 12:58:20
In reply to Re: Self Hatred Gained Weight, posted by sam K on March 12, 2009, at 17:12:39
Hi Sam,
Purging isn't working, dieting like a "normal" person by cutting calories and exercising isn't working, either. Maybe one of those fasting diets, though being bulimic, restricting food would be hard, but not as hard as seeing how fat I am.
I know wanting to flip out very well, if my husband and I didn't share one bathroom, I'd blacken out the mirrors, especially the full length one on the door. Though I look down and see how tight my jeans still are.
Thanks for letting me vent and, unfortunately, for understanding feelig like a big fat ugly cow.
Poet
Posted by friesandcoke on July 20, 2009, at 0:02:53
In reply to Self Hatred Gained Weight, posted by Poet on February 1, 2009, at 16:45:18
what's so wrong with being fat? whether you are fit is what counts. you can be fat and fit. have good blood pressure, cholesterol, etc. and still be "fat". focus on being fit, not whether you are fat.
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