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Posted by muffled on December 12, 2005, at 11:19:32
Y'know ever since the topic of my inside kid came up (just once). I have been feeling extreemly defensive to my T for some reason. It was only a passing reference, and the next appt. we didn't mention it, proly cuz I was so taken aback the week b4. I sent my T a rather wacky fax:
Sometimes when I'm so alone,
Noone can be inside with me
I can't let them know
I can't be exposed.
I guess I some exposed w/T...
But I like a wolf with its underbelly exposed...
I got teeth
And I can twist around and use them
if I need to.
Noone will ever eat me
Noone can get me
I am a beast with teeth
And I can fight back.
I can and I will
So nobody better f*ck w/me.
Thats what I say.
You got that?I hope she don't get offended by that. :(
Maybe I trying to scare her off?Then...I sent this:
I THINK I MAY BE A LITTLE BIT CRANKY...
Ya, but can you take it? Maybe you kinda soft. I kinda wonder sometimes. I wouldn't want to hurt someone inadvertently. That'd be bad. I don't hurt people.
But thats the thing. Don't matter if you dump me, thats ok, cuz I don't need you, I don't need nothing, I don't need anybody, not really.
Can't take the heat get out of the kitchen, thats what I always say.
Grrrrrrrrrrr.
Sorry eh. Maybe I am PMS'ing.
(at the bottom I drew a picture of a sad face)It was done if diff fonts etc. Somewhat artistic.
I'm not sure why I am doing this?
Am I trying to drive her away? Do I not wanto share inside kid? Am I trying to protect T? I just not sure what I thinking, and now I got appt tomorrow to go to and I feel weird and dumb and crazy and I kindof afraid to go. Not that I afraid ever!
What if she pities me cuz I crazy. I couldn't stand that. What if I make her cry. I couldn't stand that either. It'll proly be a big nothing, and I couldn't stand that either.
See, I crazy.
Anybody can tell me their idea of why I am being so stupid?
Muffled :(
Maybe I should change my name to perpetually confused.
:-(
Posted by Gee on December 12, 2005, at 12:31:47
In reply to Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm(long), posted by muffled on December 12, 2005, at 11:19:32
I doubt that you've scared her off.
I don't think you're being stupid. You're "sharing" how you're feeling. Maybe you're scared that you need your T and that if she does dump you where will you be then?
Babble mail me if you want to talk. I'm around, just studying, so I won't be on here again
Posted by muffled on December 12, 2005, at 20:33:46
In reply to ((((((Muffled)))))))), posted by Gee on December 12, 2005, at 12:31:47
Posted by Gee on December 13, 2005, at 10:54:30
In reply to ((((((Muffled)))))))), posted by Gee on December 12, 2005, at 12:31:47
Good luck today Muffy!!! Let me know how it goes. I'll be thinking of you
Posted by muffled on December 17, 2005, at 22:58:10
In reply to Good luck today!!, posted by Gee on December 13, 2005, at 10:54:30
> Good luck today Muffy!!! Let me know how it goes. I'll be thinking of you
***Thanks Gee, went ok. But she gave me homework that so wrecked me. Starting to feel better.
Thanks so much.
The contact helps bring me back.
Thanks.
Muffled
Posted by gee on December 23, 2005, at 10:33:48
In reply to Re: Good luck today!! » Gee, posted by muffled on December 17, 2005, at 22:58:10
Hey Muffy
I'm around if you want to talk. I hope that you are okay.
G
Posted by muffled on December 23, 2005, at 10:54:38
In reply to Re: Good luck today!!, posted by gee on December 23, 2005, at 10:33:48
> Hey Muffy
>
> I'm around if you want to talk. I hope that you are okay.
>
> GThanks Gee. I'm doing ok. Back on AD (zoloft) and tranquilizers TEMPORARILY. Hate taking those drugs. But I was losing it. I'm doing better now.
Hope you have a good christmas Gee, Take care
Muffled
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