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Posted by muffled on December 19, 2006, at 19:51:39
you tell your T something and at the time it seemed like a good idea, but now you kinda wished you hadn't cuz now she knows and thats bad.
And then your resting in another place after T cuz your so tired and mixed up and you just want to lay there, and T comes along and says you cut your self? and I lay there hiding and I say no, I'm sure I said no, well not sure, but what else would I say cuz I hadn't, and she says show me your hand cuz it was hidden and I did cuz I was out of it and my hand was fine and why didn't she beleive me anyways?
And then she said nice things, something bout trust or something, and she was going shopping or something and did I want to come? and why does she treat me nice?
And she keeps trying to tell me that the bad kid is me and ITS NOT, cuz that kid is gross and is not me.
I told her that gross kid should be dead in a fax later and if that kid is me then WTF.
And I wrote f*ck god in my fax and my T says it too when she reading it aloud. Nothing bothers her. She like a tough boot.
And now no T for 3 wks. I go Jan 9 again , but mebbe I don't go. Cuz I don't want her to look at me. I don't want to look at her.
It all wasn't so nice.
And my T will go home and life goes on.
And I want to do bad things but mebbe I won't. So there.
Sorry,
Vomiting weird crap on the board.
Getting it out of me.
I be OK always I OK.
Muffled
Posted by sunnydays on December 19, 2006, at 20:13:48
In reply to what if **trigger**%Just barfing out- don't read, posted by muffled on December 19, 2006, at 19:51:39
I'm sorry if you really didn't want me to read, but I did because I care about how you're doing. I know how hard it can be to tell your T something. I told my T a couple weeks ago the worst thing I ever did in my life, and I want to hide every time I think about the fact that he knows. But it hasn't changed anything between us, and what you said won't change anything between you and your T. She sounds like she can handle anything, and I already know you can. You're doing a really good job, as scary as it is. Take good care, muffled. I'd give you a hug, but I don't know if you want one. I want you to feel safe. Because you are.
sunnydays
Posted by muffled on December 22, 2006, at 21:16:53
In reply to Re: what if **trigger**%Just barfing out- don't read » muffled, posted by sunnydays on December 19, 2006, at 20:13:48
Thanks SD, its not easy is it.
My T says therapy isn't for wimps.
Muffled
Posted by sunnydays on December 22, 2006, at 23:05:09
In reply to Re: what if **trigger**%Just barfing out- don't read » sunnydays, posted by muffled on December 22, 2006, at 21:16:53
Your T is right. I could sure use a h*ll of a lot of strength right now, though (I just got home today).
sunnydays
Posted by Happyflower on December 23, 2006, at 12:38:35
In reply to Re: what if **trigger**%Just barfing out- don't read, posted by sunnydays on December 22, 2006, at 23:05:09
Hi Muffy,
Just wanted to say that I miss chatting with you. I think you are brave in therapy. I wish I could be as forward with my emotions with your T as you. You are doing great in therapy and I really like your T . She is right therapy isn't for whimps. Take care,
Happyflower
Posted by finelinebob on December 27, 2006, at 19:53:32
In reply to Re: what if **trigger**%Just barfing out- don't read, posted by Happyflower on December 23, 2006, at 12:38:35
Oh, come on, Muffy!
That's like one of those signs on the light boards than can changes messages that say "This is just a test -- please disregard"
TOO LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We can't REALLY know if we shouldn't read it UNLESS we read it ;^).
flb
ps (((((muffy)))))
Posted by muffled on December 27, 2006, at 21:42:30
In reply to Re: what if **trigger**%Just barfing out- don't read, posted by Happyflower on December 23, 2006, at 12:38:35
Thanks blackflower? LOL, just saw this now! Sorry,
thanks, therapy AND babble is a challenge.
Catch ya later,
Muffled
Posted by muffled on December 27, 2006, at 21:44:58
In reply to Re: %Just barfing out- don't read, posted by finelinebob on December 27, 2006, at 19:53:32
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