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Posted by muffled on January 23, 2007, at 18:47:35
So anybody who smoked mass quantities of pot in their day will understand this.
Cuz I had T, and session was OK. And she gave me this sheet to read at home, and it was SO hard to tolerate, cuz its messing with my denial, and after I read it, I was frozen. Couldn't move for I dunno how long?Mebbe 20 mins?Hands over face. My lower ribs hurt. And then I was back and couldn't move still, and I stared at my hands, trying to make them move, and then they did. But then I could not get up off the couch. I could not. I could type on my laptop slowly. I tried to get up. So then I open the media player on my computer and turn on Pink Floyd comfortably numb song. And turned the visualizations on...........OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It was SUCH a trip!!! I was NOT ON ANYTHING. I felt TOTALLY stoned I realized. Mega stoned. The stoned you feel when you have smoked so much you can't even move. And I started laughing and laughing cuz I was SO STONED, but I wasn't. My cheeks hurt from smiling. It was rather psycho of me. I did calm down soon, and after a time managed to get up.
Now THAT was SO weird...???
Anybody else do that?
And its not a drug flashback, I don't smoke much or often in the last 10 yrs.
Muffled
Posted by youngaddict on January 23, 2007, at 22:05:30
In reply to Weird**drugs trigger**, posted by muffled on January 23, 2007, at 18:47:35
well i guess what really matters here is what is was that you read that gave you this reaction? and i am some one who has smoked mass quantities (and still do) of weed so I know that feeilng. ... so not a flashback but some sort of physical reaction to what you read.. something you have felt before?
i hope you are better though!
Posted by muffled on January 23, 2007, at 22:53:41
In reply to Re: Weird**drugs trigger**, posted by youngaddict on January 23, 2007, at 22:05:30
> well i guess what really matters here is what is was that you read that gave you this reaction? and i am some one who has smoked mass quantities (and still do) of weed so I know that feeilng. ... so not a flashback but some sort of physical reaction to what you read.. something you have felt before?
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> i hope you are better though!**Thanks YA. Hey when I was in residential treatment there was a pot addict there too!
Anyways, I have out of bodied before, mebbe frozen, but never crazy high!!! It was weird but not unpleasant.
I remmeber awhile back when I was mixing meds etc to get a little wrecked, and my T reading my notes of how I saw light flashes and my head was doing wierd stuff, she says, weren't you frightened?!?! LOL! I told her the whole point of getting wasted WAS getting wasted, and so it was a GOOD thing to be all f'd up. Sigh. I don't think she 'got' it.
But that was awhile back, and I didn't really realize WAS abusing (good old denial) but now I realize I was and don't do it. Cuz I just can't do the T work when I abusing, just don't seem to work for me somehow.
Thanks for reply YA, hope you can get off that stuff awhile and let your body clean out. Its hard, but worth it. I volunteer w/addicts and street people, and they just regular people most of them......but some of them break my heart, cuz they SO nice, but the drugs got them, and to see them sick makes me very, very sad.
Take special care YA.
You come across as a great person.
Muffled
Posted by youngaddict on January 24, 2007, at 11:29:00
In reply to Re: Weird**drugs trigger** » youngaddict, posted by muffled on January 23, 2007, at 22:53:41
muffled, u r so sweet. thank you. i am trying hard to get clean cause its hard and my t has said to me before that we can't make progress if i am high all the time, it takes away from the healing because i am numbing myself.
oh well. i gotta figure something out soon.
but r u ok? u didn't really say anything about it... i hope u r ok.
Posted by muffled on January 24, 2007, at 14:21:22
In reply to Re: Weird**drugs trigger**, posted by youngaddict on January 24, 2007, at 11:29:00
Thanks YA, yeah, i guess i am OK.
I am so fortunate in SO SO many ways.
Well, good luck in deciding what to do.
When the time is right you will know.
Just try and take special care of your body cuz the chemicals are hard on it.
Take it easy,
Muffled
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