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Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 23, 2007, at 11:40:54
I got up the nerve to call T at home. She wasn't there, but maybe she checked her caller id.
she called me back an hour later.
we talked about diss stuff. she said that what I was going through was normal. I think I need to print out an extra copy of diss and burn it in effigy.
just burn the damn thing.
She told me she'd see me at my regular time. I felt kind of dumb for calling her. But she did tell me something interesting. That I don't have to be mentally ill to have the feelings that I'm having (the assumption being that my T is not mentally ill.)
I will just have to push on. like I did in organic chemistry 2nd semester when every single exam after spring break felt like a death sentence. At least there's only 3 more weeks of this madness.
3.more.weeks.
I defend in 3 days. today I get my hair cut so I won't look like shaggy llurpsiemonster. I have picked out my outfit. Linen. so that I won't be too hot under the collar.
Now I feel better prepared. I have to read my literature review notes. today. that's the thing. try to remember everything that I've read. and read 2 papers over again in their entirety. that will keep me busy. barfy, but busy.
better get started though
Posted by Phillipa on April 23, 2007, at 11:45:22
In reply to Llurps freaking out. T calls her back, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 23, 2007, at 11:40:54
Lurp you may feel like your freaking out but you seem in control to me. And I know you can do it look you've even picked the outfit out. And I want you to know I admire you greatly and wish I had just a speck of that brain. Love Phillipa
Posted by DisTraught on April 23, 2007, at 12:46:00
In reply to Llurps freaking out. T calls her back, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 23, 2007, at 11:40:54
Llurps, you are one gutsy person. You've come a far way from third semester and you wouldn't be allowed to be where you are now if you weren't good enough - no uni would do that to itself:) So go! Any sane person would have the feelings you're having at the moment.
Penny
Posted by Honore on April 23, 2007, at 16:43:23
In reply to Llurps freaking out. T calls her back, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 23, 2007, at 11:40:54
So you defend on Thursday? What time? If I'm going to send good thoughts, I should send them at the right time-- don't want to use them up, unless they're on target.
Seems like you'll be as ready as anyone can be-- much more ready than you probably need to be-- which is entirely normal, by the way.Honore
Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 23, 2007, at 17:37:48
In reply to Re: Llurps freaking out. T calls her back » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by Honore on April 23, 2007, at 16:43:23
afternoon. but broadcast them 24/7 because I'm already in a state of panic (sans klonopin).
apropos klonopin. about time for my 2nd dose of the day, dontcha think?
-Ll
Posted by Honore on April 23, 2007, at 18:18:22
In reply to Re: Llurps freaking out. T calls her back » Honore, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on April 23, 2007, at 17:37:48
I'm broadcasting. And yes, definitely time for the klonopin.
The one thing I can absolutely assure, you, Llurpsie: this is going to be a lot-- and really mean a Lot-- easier than you think. I know no one believes that until it's over-- but try to keep that in the back of your mind--. You'll do fine-- better than fine.
But I'm sending my best energy your way. Will be for the next few days.
Honore
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