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Posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 9:04:14
Went good.
She laid it all out good.
It feels safer knowing she IS around. Calmer.
But I scared.
I have too many contrasts.
Mebbe i can write more later.
As ever, I am confused.
And its harder to just jump back into trust than I thot.
Or mebbe I am making excuses cuz I don't wanna look inside me.
My T made the comment that I worry bout her dumping me, so I do an end run and try and dump her FIRST.
Sigh.
I think maybe I better get on some meds consistantly. I just HATE them so much.
But 1 hr/wk, just don't cover the sh*t inside.
I'm rotting.
M
Posted by Dinah on August 30, 2007, at 10:00:19
In reply to Saw T, posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 9:04:14
:-)
I think your therapist is wise, Muffled.
Posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 11:09:41
In reply to Re: Saw T » muffled, posted by Dinah on August 30, 2007, at 10:00:19
Posted by TherapyGirl on August 30, 2007, at 18:08:20
In reply to Saw T, posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 9:04:14
I'm glad you went to T, Muffled. I think you are doing good things here.
I'm sorry you're feeling scared and confused right now. Anything I can do to help?
(((((((Muffled))))))))
Posted by DAisym on August 30, 2007, at 18:10:47
In reply to Saw T, posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 9:04:14
When my son was little I would call to him, "what are you doing?" when it got really quiet. He would usually answer, "nothing." "And you don't need to come and check!" Which meant of course I did.
I suspect when your therapist hears you saying, "I'm fine. Or I don't need you anymore" she probably thinks, "I should check on this." I think that is a really good thing too, because I think some part of you does need her and as you said, she makes you feel safer.
So I'm glad you went to see her, even if you feel confused now. It is OK to need her.
Posted by JoniS on August 30, 2007, at 19:40:14
In reply to Saw T, posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 9:04:14
Sounds like your T might just know what she's doing!
Want to grow? Trust her.
I'm glad you went.
Hang in there, you'll be glad you did.
I'm proud of you. t isn't easy
Posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 21:33:42
In reply to Re: Saw T » muffled, posted by TherapyGirl on August 30, 2007, at 18:08:20
Posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 21:35:37
In reply to Re: Saw T, posted by DAisym on August 30, 2007, at 18:10:47
I hate it.
But ya, reckon T is OK.
Thanks for encouragement Daisy.
Muffled
Posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 21:36:10
In reply to Re: Saw T, posted by JoniS on August 30, 2007, at 19:40:14
Posted by Racer on August 31, 2007, at 12:56:03
In reply to Need....thats a 4 letter word...... » DAisym, posted by muffled on August 30, 2007, at 21:35:37
She got to hear my wails about how horrible it was to *need* my T, after she messed up about my session before her vacation. Daisy's one smart cookie -- delicious, too, and NO CALORIES! -- so I'm not surprised she cut through to the core on this.
It's hard, and I am in a state of wanting to run away from my T (and my pdoc) right now, so I feel for you. Make you a deal? You stick it out, give a try to trust just a tiny bit more, and I'll do the same. If it doesn't work out, we can go find adjoining caves, shall we? I've heard you can do wonderful things with wattle and daub...
xoxo
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