![[dr. bob]](/dr-bob-sm.gif)
Dr. Bob is Robert Hsiung, MD,
bob@dr-bob.orgShown: posts 1 to 3 of 3. This is the beginning of the thread.
Posted by muffled on September 17, 2007, at 13:33:00
Just a general notice to all of cyberspace.....
I wouldn't NEVER EVER hurt my T.
But...........I might try an scare her some :-(
But I warned her.
So it should be OK.
So I can chill and not sweat it.
She will react in ways that will not trigger me.
She tough, she calm.
Just if I get scared, the response is to protect.
Old habits die hard.
You can take the kid outta the street, but you can't get the street outta the person.
Ingrained, trained responses. Pavlovs dogs.
Eat the weak.
The strong survive.
Etc etc.
I got WAY tooooo much DUMB crap still rolling around in my head.
I trust my T.....mostly. You can't never trust noone all the way.
**trigger**
I had a dream once, quite a while ago. I held a knife to my T's throat, and said, 'so, you think God's gonna save ya?????, are you SCARED????' In the dream she was perfect. No fear. Total acceptance. No anger. She still cared. She didn't hate me. She didn't fear me.
Sigh.
Dreams aren't real.
Woke up in a sweat though.
Sh*t.
I wonder if this is all worth it?
:-(
Posted by LLurpsieNoodle on September 17, 2007, at 14:54:06
In reply to scared I guess **violence trigger**, posted by muffled on September 17, 2007, at 13:33:00
sounds like you were testing your T in your dream and she passed with flying colors (don't you DARE test her like that IRL, though! That would not be very muffled!)
It's okay to be scared. This life is filled with scariness. Us poor humans have crappy teeth, no claws to speak of and only our wits to save us.
But you have plenty of wits, you are in T to get them organized a little better, that's all.
-Ll
Posted by muffled on September 17, 2007, at 15:43:34
In reply to Re: scared I guess **violence trigger** » muffled, posted by LLurpsieNoodle on September 17, 2007, at 14:54:06
> sounds like you were testing your T in your dream and she passed with flying colors (don't you DARE test her like that IRL, though! That would not be very muffled!)
**ya , it was good(I DO pack a knife 97% of the time, and my T knows this...)(I can also reach into my pocket and out and open my legal knife with one hand just as fast as the switchblade I used to have...)(I have also NEVER cut noone...:-) NEVER..cept myself...:-(
>
> It's okay to be scared. This life is filled with scariness. Us poor humans have crappy teeth, no claws to speak of and only our wits to save us.**LOL! You got a point!!!
>
> But you have plenty of wits, you are in T to get them organized a little better, that's all.
>
**ya, that what I doing....or trying to.
Thanks girl.
M
This is the end of the thread.
Psycho-Babble Psychology | Extras | FAQ
Dr. Bob is Robert Hsiung, MD,
bob@dr-bob.org
Script revised: February 4, 2008
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/cgi-bin/pb/mget.pl
Copyright 2006-17 Robert Hsiung.
Owned and operated by Dr. Bob LLC and not the University of Chicago.