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Posted by FindingMyDesire on October 28, 2008, at 17:27:53
I tried to destroy my account on this site but couldn't figure out how :-)
But I just keep coming back here and reading, desperate to hear voices other than the ones in my head.
Let's see, so far I have smashed a very nice watch my mom gave me, my cell phone (with my bare hands), some pretty important camera equipment, some childhood art that I had saved, thrown out all of the sex toys I have accumulated over the last twenty years, all of my sex/erotica books and movies, and all of my books about therapy.
I'm not sure if I'm done or not. Still flip/flopping between wanting help or not.
Posted by Wittgensteinz on October 28, 2008, at 20:15:46
In reply to Ever destroy things that matter to you?, posted by FindingMyDesire on October 28, 2008, at 17:27:53
Yes. Sometimes I will punish myself by destroying something that I have worked long and hard on - like a painting or something I've written. As for belongings, no, but I'm not particularly attached to material things.
When you say that you hear voices - do you mean literally? Do you mean voices telling you to do certain things? If so, I urge you to get yourself immediate help. Sorry if I'm off base with this - I'm hoping you mean voices as in your own inner-voice.
I think you want help - I think really you do. I also think you are very angry and that you are directing it toward yourself by destroying these things that hold high worth for you. Why are you punishing yourself? Would it be good to take some time out of this environment to stop you doing this?
I really hope you can get the help you need and I'm sorry you are experiencing this. I know when I've destroyed things, just as when I've pushed those closest to me away it brings an intense pain.
(((FindingMyDesire)))
Witti
Posted by Phillipa on October 28, 2008, at 20:47:47
In reply to Re: Ever destroy things that matter to you? » FindingMyDesire, posted by Wittgensteinz on October 28, 2008, at 20:15:46
Quite often when frustrated or angry I break things that are mine have cut up clothes that were new, broken things, slam my fists on the floor til they hurt as I can't hurt anyone else only me. So I relate to that part of your thread. Picking cuticles til they bleed. What's it all mean? Phillipa
Posted by happyflower on October 29, 2008, at 22:00:14
In reply to Ever destroy things that matter to you?, posted by FindingMyDesire on October 28, 2008, at 17:27:53
(((FMD))) I am so sorry you are hurting so much. Please call for some help.
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