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Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 4, 2009, at 0:30:49
All human minds think diffrent, if one, they do not evolve their invidduel spirit was leading them.
-rjlockhartWhat happens when, at one point of life you knew there was going to be collpase, and it happened multitude of times, indenity wise, yet, the mind still has backup support systems. The will to live, in the spirit, if it is strong, say in a coma, and your memory rerember's something it must finish, morally, it will come out of it.
Sometimes, there has been so many sides of me, I forgot who I was....maybe the "system" of Idenity, in the mind. It rotates, not staying on one path, it leads other directions, and for some reason the DNA follow it, slow. 18, had...similar, yet, you know it's just growth, but expereince in knowing of disaster, of inside, you can help other's.
One question, this has not been addressed in psychology, is there Inflinite Personality Rotation? Dynamiclly? not depenind on mood state.
I'm in bad moods alot, because i feel, pulled back, by one person, and then the result is learned helplessness, that part of me was destroyed, died. Thank goodness, they do need to note mental death, can help w/distressing memories. Not seperate personalites.
Anyways, I'm just ranting.....Eternal means spirit, Infitite is logic.
anyone help me here?
Posted by Daisym on July 4, 2009, at 12:33:05
In reply to Dynamic Infinity, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 4, 2009, at 0:30:49
Feels like you are thinking about Universal Consciousness - the pull of many minds in a variety of directions. I've heard it said that once someone thinks of something, it is out there in the world, to be picked up and passed along, over and over. Sort like when someone invents something and you think, Hey, I thought of that years ago.
I think dreams can be precognition. I also think that we think about someone thinking about us. Those weird phone calls from the friend you haven't heard from in years, right after you've cleaned under the bed and found some kind of reminder. But the thought goes out and touches their mind - kind of spooky but kind of cool too.
going 360 degrees means going around and ending back at the exact same spot - but you can't help but be different due to the journey. 180 degrees means you are exactly opposite of where you started. This could be good or bad or just different.
Just keep moving through it all, you never know where your path will lead you.
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 4, 2009, at 22:08:02
In reply to Re: Dynamic Infinity » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Daisym on July 4, 2009, at 12:33:05
Universal Counsiousness - That's intresting. Yet, well, actually thanks Daisy, you know, no one has ever gone indepth with me about this stuff. I've read on it, or stuff similiar to it, like...mmm (self-awareness) Yet a therpist taught me, this medititation, that you know (In Yoga) you feel this "Cool breeze" going by your eyebrow, it didnt work, what happened, this "Magnetic, feel's like a vortex, "radiating - emiting" opened, and you know about things that some people don't". Not to say, well actually no, you can send a signal to someone, or create a magnetic field. Yet right now i'm going through the most worst suffering, no one could imagine, it's called living with abuse.
Yet....the imaination can "sync" into reality, when you make it, kinda logic mixed with harmony.
that's all, why do I have this? why didnt I just...get a cool breeze. And going 360 degree's, is this a dream? because what i'm living in is, it's a nightmare, It's like you don't think you are in reality "Egg" feeling, seperation, from alot of event's that took place. The mind somehow, reality can bend, like the theroy of reletivity, and mind can be ... aware of things not normal.
So that's all, i wished I could go back to 2005, and start over. Yet, this is a "dream", i'm living in. I slept 23 hour's, to get away from (these people I live with) shut the door, and get out, and pray they won't come and antagonize, and start a fight. Yet, when a parent becomes evil, you sense something else....somethind died in them, and there another person for a while, and then "boom" everything is back to normal. Yet, i keep, that "note" these events happened. What could be a delusion, (which I know, can be) yet, when reality become's to much for you to bear, I've never experienced this....."steched, magnetic, like I'm a ghost or something". I'm alive! Yet, I've been abused, pretty bad. It comes to a point, where the mind see's behind what is "evil", and why it's happening. I'm learning, stuff, you would never think, the worst nightmare still going, and still you feel your still in dream. "Fog"
Wierd....
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 4, 2009, at 22:09:27
In reply to Re: Dynamic Infinity, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 4, 2009, at 22:08:02
Are only, it this normal?
Posted by Dinah on July 5, 2009, at 10:33:37
In reply to Re: Dynamic Infinity, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 4, 2009, at 22:08:02
You shouldn't have to live with abuse.
Have you discussed these things with your therapist?
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 5, 2009, at 11:35:54
In reply to Re: Dynamic Infinity » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Dinah on July 5, 2009, at 10:33:37
How can you know, when all of this has been happening over years, yet you put it back in quartanine, and then the quartine'd memory....breaks.
I want people to love me, that's all, no one really loved at all. What happened the mind slit's, into another state to keep it'self alive. Love is life.
I cannot because the, i'm, i'm losing thoughts, memories, I can't rerember everything, yet the stuff in the past I do! but it's fragmented.
I feel safe sometimes being, bymyslelf, yet that's toxic, get's you away from what you are running from, but you where running from kill/s you.
Things are changing, DNA....the look, i mean can a person change psychically, after mental abuse?
I can't say anymore, who cares, I care about the people I couldnt give anything to, so now I rather just write and give people something that I didnt, was able to give, in the first place. Friendship.
Babblemail me....
rj
Posted by Dinah on July 5, 2009, at 11:45:42
In reply to Re: Dynamic Infinity, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 5, 2009, at 11:35:54
rj, I'm concerned about you. Do you have a pdoc or therapist? If I'm remembering correctly, you're of age now. You have the right to find a therapist or psychiatrist, or to contact a social worker about your home situation.
I think it's great to offer friendship on Babble and to receive it. But there is only so much Babble can do. You need someone IRL to be on your side and help.
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 5, 2009, at 11:52:02
In reply to Re: Dynamic Infinity » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Dinah on July 5, 2009, at 11:45:42
there is someone....but, the manipulation of pain, being here, i can't leave, it's like being locked up. I'm scared, of.....anything. Don't trust, because "being racked" screwed over, so many times, I mean? I'm not being sarcastic, it's reality.
Babblemail....
rj
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