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Posted by Annabelle Smith on March 2, 2011, at 20:25:04
I feel absolute despair right now.
I feel like my session went very badly today. There was just no connection, and I felt misunderstood. I can't even remember what we talked about, for the most part.
Dear f*ck*ng God, I want out.
Now, more than ever, I feel like I have to get out. I feel so depressed tonight. It just started after my god awful session. I feel like my therapist is saying to me that I don't need therapy-- I don't think he is saying it, but sometimes that's what I feel.
I feel like I have no support. I try to tell him how i have made him into everything-- all of my energy goes towards that relation. I have made him into my spiritual guide, my life adviser, my mom, my brother, my healer, and God. He doesn't understand how intense this is for me. If this ends, i have literally no where else to turn. no family to help with this, as i have cut them totally off from me emotionally. nobody else.
I want to die. Dear God, please kill me tonight. I just want to sleep forever.
This is hell. I feel severed from my therapist. I don't know how to make it until the morning.
Posted by B2Chica on March 3, 2011, at 9:58:57
In reply to help, posted by Annabelle Smith on March 2, 2011, at 20:25:04
Sleep. You'll make it to morning if you just sleep. sometimes when things were so terribly bad for me i'd take and extra pill and just go to bed. that way i knew i wouldn't harm myself.
And trust me, most of the T's in this country are NOT going to kick you out of therapy. It should be a shared/agreed cutting of ties. if you are not ready and T is, then it's time to find a new T.
You are ok.You are stronger than you might think. Take care of yourself.
b2c
Posted by pegasus on March 3, 2011, at 11:14:49
In reply to help, posted by Annabelle Smith on March 2, 2011, at 20:25:04
Hi Annabelle,
I've been thinking about you recently, because I noticed you were not posting as much. I'm sorry to hear that things are not better. They sounds like they are going from bad to worse. It sounds so incredibly painful.
I wish I had ideas about how to help, but I really don't. So, instead I'll let you know that I am sending wishes your way for things to improve. I hope that you are able to find a way to get things going in a more positive direction soon. And, in the meantime, here is a cyber hug:
((Annabelle))
- p
Posted by sigismund on March 4, 2011, at 13:22:24
In reply to Re: help, posted by pegasus on March 3, 2011, at 11:14:49
>I feel like I have no support. I try to tell him how i have made him into everything-- all of my energy goes towards that relation. I have made him into my spiritual guide, my life adviser, my mom, my brother, my healer, and God. He doesn't understand how intense this is for me.
He might. What you are doing is pretty normal or feels so to someone like me. That is the way I tend to do things.
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