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Posted by dreamer on December 17, 2001, at 20:51:01
so many pills inside feels like I've feasted on junk food and meths and my head hurts.
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Posted by Greg A. on December 17, 2001, at 23:32:45
In reply to Dr.Eamer's sedated n stabilised, posted by dreamer on December 17, 2001, at 20:51:01
Hey Dreamer,
I've never been manic, or so they tell me. When I feel good, it's called normal. Whatever . . .
That means most of my time is spent being depressed.
Predictability is what I am after. Just being sure of what will follow the next day. Which 'me' will show up in the morning. The few extended periods of predictability i have had have been wonderful. Is that normal??Greg
Posted by dreamer on December 18, 2001, at 0:36:13
In reply to Normal is where I want to be . . . , posted by Greg A. on December 17, 2001, at 23:32:45
> Hey Dreamer,
>
> I've never been manic, or so they tell me. When I feel good, it's called normal. Whatever . . .
> That means most of my time is spent being depressed.
> Predictability is what I am after. Just being sure of what will follow the next day. Which 'me' will show up in the morning. The few extended periods of predictability i have had have been wonderful. Is that normal??
>
> GregI don't think I've been normal. Lately just feel good -alive euphoric thought it was hypomania but I agreed that maybe my behaviour is manic. I'm on sedz now still can't sleep and I don't want to.
Mostly I've been depressed since birth with little moments of elevated mood that was never normal . Normal would be dull?
Well I've been put on a anti-convulsant for rapid cycling time will tell.
My head hurts. Hoping your flu is easing.dreamerx
Posted by Greg A. on December 18, 2001, at 10:43:19
In reply to Re: Normal is where I want to be . . . » Greg A., posted by dreamer on December 18, 2001, at 0:36:13
Thanks Dreamer, the flu is better so it's back to work tomorrow.
I don't think that normal is dull. My depressed times are always accompanied by a lack of enthusiasm for anything - even things that were formerly enjoyable. Some people refer to lethargy, or procrastination, or inability to make a decision or just going through the motions. That, to me, is all a part of the loss of the joy of living. If I am feeling really anxious, on top of depressed (which is common for me) I will take numb over alive. But in the long run, need to enjoy the things I do. To me that's normal.
Hope things are a bit sedated in London, but not without pleasure.Greg
Posted by kid_A on December 18, 2001, at 14:02:21
In reply to Re: Normal is where I want to be . . ., posted by Greg A. on December 18, 2001, at 10:43:19
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