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Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 23, 2002, at 6:03:47
WHAT! am i cursed?
Why is it when you eventually find some kind of stability enough to get your mind almost calm again.
WHAM! HERE YOU ARE YOU DON'T DESERVE SUCH NORMALITY AND YOU DEFINATELY DON'T DESERVE TO HAVE SOMEWHERE TO LIVE HA HA HA!THANKS! well now the drugs won't keep me warm on this one .
Doesn't LIFE have such good humour....and oh look amazingly I didn't even swear.why why why why why why why.
Posted by Dinah on March 23, 2002, at 11:15:16
In reply to HA HA HA, posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 23, 2002, at 6:03:47
Oh my dear, I'm so sorry. Life really isn't fair, but it has nothing to do with what you deserve, I'm afraid. You deserve stability. The fates at times can just be cruel bullies with a sick sense of humour.
If you can, keep us posted on what's happening?
Take care of yourself.
Dinah
Posted by Willow on March 23, 2002, at 16:28:26
In reply to HA HA HA, posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 23, 2002, at 6:03:47
Oh Dreamer! (Hey that would make a good title for a song. I posted earlier, alas though it's not here. The gremlins must have been about.)
> WHAM! HERE YOU ARE YOU DON'T DESERVE SUCH NORMALITY AND YOU DEFINATELY DON'T DESERVE TO HAVE SOMEWHERE TO LIVE HA HA HA!I'm wrapped in my own cyclone of emotions so I'm not sure if anything I say is worth a grain of salt. What comes to mind I wonder is why do you think you don't deserve these things?
> THANKS! well now the drugs won't keep me warm on this one .You are so right, no pill will cure us, and I'm not even suring talking will either, but there's a solution for these demons within us. Perhaps with the help of a good therapist you can find the key.
> Doesn't LIFE have such good humour....and oh look amazingly I didn't even swear.Oh yes! We are like a bunch of drunken sailors on land trying to stand and support each other. Would be even better if our souls could laugh when we land on our behinds.
> why why why why why why why.because because because because
I don't have the answer, but when I discover it you'll be one of the first that I share it with.Wandering Willow
Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 23, 2002, at 21:26:27
In reply to Re: HA HA HA, posted by Willow on March 23, 2002, at 16:28:26
. What comes to mind I wonder is why do you think you don't deserve these things?
Willow.....I think I DO thats what is driving me crazy..>
>
> You are so right, no pill will cure us, and I'm not even suring talking will either, but there's a solution for these demons within us. Perhaps with the help of a good therapist you can find the key.
I need a lawyer not a therapist..although after what I did today I need a damn good pyschiatrist...therapists as all brits know are not easy to get..without cost.dreamer
Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 24, 2002, at 4:45:26
In reply to Re: HA HA HA, posted by Willow on March 23, 2002, at 16:28:26
Why do you call HIM Mr Fish....curious me dear been on my mind : )
Posted by Krazy Kat on March 24, 2002, at 14:20:21
In reply to HA HA HA, posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 23, 2002, at 6:03:47
dreamer:
i didn't see this post earlier. are you without a place to live now? is there a problem with the roommate? your other post makes even more sense to me now.
we are the "chosen ones" - i am convinced. God or the gods or the superhero who runs the universe has something special in store for us. so much suffering can only produce something beautiful, don't you think?
i also just fell after about a week 1/2 of relative "stability". i give up on stability - tis not meant for me.
so, if i can successfully avoid suicide, i feel something wondrous Will happen here, in this brown and green world. i would never want to see the world like normal folk do.
but if you are without home, this is serious in a "based-in-reality" sort of way.
can any of us help?
- kk
Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 24, 2002, at 21:22:55
In reply to Re: HA HA HA » CtrlAlt n Del, posted by Krazy Kat on March 24, 2002, at 14:20:21
> dreamer:
>
> i didn't see this post earlier. are you without a place to live now? is there a problem with the roommate? your other post makes even more sense to me now.The owners just confused over payment--long n boring story--Roomate..hell no , I live alone.
superhero who runs the universe has something special in store for us. so much suffering can only produce something beautiful, don't you think?
superhero ...SUPERGOD!..to the rescue . I think on a grand unimaginable scale , we reside in the big organic machine , within a machine within a machine etc..but my theories are fluid and change on a daily basis.
i also just fell after about a week 1/2 of relative "stability". i give up on stability - tis not meant for me.
> so, if i can successfully avoid suicide, i feel something wondrous Will happen here, in this brown and green world. i would never want to see the world like normal folk do.
I presume you have a understanding partner who can help and gently alert you to the danger signs.
> but if you are without home, this is serious in a "based-in-reality" sort of way.I have folks who can advise ...being the way I am the local council won't see me homeless it's just I am tired of the nomadic lifestyle...there is alot of stigma towards different folks .
Posted by Krazy Kat on March 25, 2002, at 10:25:53
In reply to Re: He He Her Here » Krazy Kat , posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 24, 2002, at 21:22:55
partner is well-meaning, but more like a bull in a china shop.
no worries about suicide now, and hopefully not again. am on a high dose of depakote - they want to strip me of my emotions so i can't do something rash, i suppose. very tired. tried provigil for energy, but it's not doing anything.
am smoking A LOT now. drinking much less, though. very good, kk, very good.
hmmm, maybe i'll get something accomplished in my lifetime. maybe not.
i know you'll take care of little freddy, or is ferdinand better? I have no doubt. it's a release, a punishment, a penance, a rush. we can't share that with most, though.
i agree with you and willow - the child comes out, the rebellious, yet insecure, child. apparently this is how i am during one of my "suicidal episodes" according to hubby - explosive and difficult, refusing to listen, but bawling the whole time, looking for a large, kind man's arms to crawl into.
Posted by Willow on March 25, 2002, at 11:42:10
In reply to ah, gentle is the key word..., posted by Krazy Kat on March 25, 2002, at 10:25:53
> hmmm, maybe i'll get something accomplished in my lifetime. maybe not.
Where does this fear come from? I too have been thinking along the same lines, and there's this panic that I can't.
I'm so sorry to hear that you've been having a rough time Kat. I haven't been quite on the right track myself, so I do apologize if I missed an oppurtunity to give you a reassuring hug.
Whispering Willow
Posted by trouble on March 30, 2002, at 23:40:20
In reply to Re: ah, gentle is the key word... » Krazy Kat , posted by Willow on March 25, 2002, at 11:42:10
Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 31, 2002, at 9:34:05
In reply to ah, key is the gentle word... (nm), posted by trouble on March 30, 2002, at 23:40:20
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