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Posted by terra miller on May 28, 2002, at 23:18:23
grrrr. trying to use sarcasm to pull through. or trying to access some anger perhaps. trying to do something to switch out of the "mood is diving south" feeling. it frustrates the heck out of me! depressed as anything. probably because i'm totally not managing my PTSD/agitation/anxiety well at all these days. being depressed makes me so annoyed. i don't want to feel this way, know it's not good/safe, blablabla. i'm so sick and tired of working so hard at coping and keeping myself safe and sane. i haven't had to manage suicidal thinking for a long time!
at least i'm complaining. if i can complain, i know i'm not going to get suicidal. but i don't like being this far down where the suicical thoughts lie. i am SO FRUSTRATED! (sorry for raising my voice.)
terra
Posted by Penny on May 29, 2002, at 11:36:06
In reply to is there a magnet at the bottomless pit or what?, posted by terra miller on May 28, 2002, at 23:18:23
Right where you are, babe, plus suicidal thoughts. Fell asleep last night thinking about taking my pills. I really really really want to. Or something. Not sure I really want to die. I just want this to stop.
Must be a magnet down there. I'm caught in the gravitational pull too.
Penny
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