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Posted by Angel Girl on May 31, 2002, at 19:50:22
I have been feeling down for so long now that I have this overwhelming compulsion to want to get high. I need to feel good and have fun. I know the same old crap will be here when I come down again but that doesn't seem to matter to me.
Anybody else feel like this?????
Posted by fiona on June 1, 2002, at 8:51:53
In reply to Compulsions, posted by Angel Girl on May 31, 2002, at 19:50:22
Yes. Right now it fills my head most days, but I know it is not going to help me. This is the first time in my life that I have not used drugs or alcohol to hide behind and I think that is why I am struggling so much. But it also feels good to know that I am working through this on my own, finding my own strength to deal with it rather than the illusion of happiness that comes with drugs and booze.
It makes it a lot harder to deal with and there are days when I just want to give in, but I don't. Not yet anyway. I am hoping that I won't go back to that ever again.
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