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Posted by Gabbi on July 28, 2002, at 23:37:12
s.o.s in small letters, not going to O.d but in the hole, no particular reason I know of, terrified (of everything) can't go to hospital cause well I'll still be there just in a smellier place, and have to keep an appt. out of Town with my P.doc. tomorrow,
Just some chatter, anything, it doesn't have to be heavy, a joke an I've been there story, I know I have to wait it out aren't any magic words. I just need a connection. Everyone I know is fed up with my "attention getting" and my Dad's not here don't want to call him and ruin his well deserved night out.
Damn, it was my own fault, I think I shouldn't have taken Nyquil to sleep last night, probably made me more depressed which makes me anxious. (feeble word)
Gabbi Gabbi
Posted by Bobby on July 28, 2002, at 23:43:14
In reply to Hellp, anyone, s.o.s., posted by Gabbi on July 28, 2002, at 23:37:12
Hi Gabbi, I'm still here. Of course I oculd be the last person to help. But I'll stay up just a little if you like ( it's 12;45 a.m. but I'm a night owl). Bobby
Posted by Gabbi on July 28, 2002, at 23:45:08
In reply to Hellp, anyone, s.o.s., posted by Gabbi on July 28, 2002, at 23:37:12
When I went into the hospital july 14 I had taken 100 xt effexor, 65 clonazopam, and a bunch of other crap. Took two hours before I was found psych ward just gave me Charcoal, no stomach pump. I guess no one would really know, I'm just wondering if I'm going through effexor withdrawl.. I hadn't taken it before then, don't know how much would have absorbed after couple of hours. My poor body, I guess it would be more weird if I felt great
Posted by Gabbi on July 28, 2002, at 23:49:04
In reply to Re: Hellp, anyone, s.o.s., posted by Bobby on July 28, 2002, at 23:43:14
Can you tell me about Georgia? The Mango trees,
the mountains. Trust me, I just need some regular chatter, don't worry about 'saying the wrong or right thing" Honest, I just need to be reminded of the world out there, Like wall colors and normal stuff
Posted by Bobby on July 28, 2002, at 23:56:40
In reply to Re: Oh thank-you Bobby,, posted by Gabbi on July 28, 2002, at 23:49:04
Well let's see--I almost fell asleep in church this morning. my son kept me up last night by kicking me every 30 min. If he wakes up afraid of the dark tonight--I think I'll cut on his light and shut the door. Are you alright Shelli? Do you really hear voices or hallucinate(sp?). Please don't do anything rash. Bobby
Posted by Gabbi on July 29, 2002, at 0:07:50
In reply to Re: Oh thank-you Bobby,, posted by Bobby on July 28, 2002, at 23:56:40
No, I don't here voices that I think are real, just past experiences verbally haunt me, telling me awful stuff, but its not like God or anything saying to immolate a city or anything .I was hallucinating but only because I was so tired, and probably all the drugs I'd taken.. I recognized those as hallucinations too. One of them was nice.
Your son, afraid of the dark, when you said cut on his light did you mean cut off, or turn on,
When I was a kid I was tortured by really scary visions actually the lasted till I was 13, my mom used to sing this song that terrified me, it was supposed to be funny, something about being in a coffin, and the worms eating you the worms go in and the worms go out they go in thin and they come out stout. You are dead and you can't scream the pus comes out like wipping cream, but when I said it scared me she told me to stop being silly I was 9 I think. So don't make him 'tough it out' its horrifying.Did I already ask you how old he was? What does your wife do when you are on the computer
Posted by Gabbi on July 29, 2002, at 0:07:51
In reply to Re: Oh thank-you Bobby,, posted by Bobby on July 28, 2002, at 23:56:40
No, I don't here voices that I think are real, just past experiences verbally haunt me, telling me awful stuff, but its not like God or anything saying to immolate a city or anything .I was hallucinating but only because I was so tired, and probably all the drugs I'd taken.. I recognized those as hallucinations too. One of them was nice.
Your son, afraid of the dark, when you said cut on his light did you mean cut off, or turn on,
When I was a kid I was tortured by really scary visions actually the lasted till I was 13, my mom used to sing this song that terrified me, it was supposed to be funny, something about being in a coffin, and the worms eating you the worms go in and the worms go out they go in thin and they come out stout. You are dead and you can't scream the pus comes out like wipping cream, but when I said it scared me she told me to stop being silly I was 9 I think. So don't make him 'tough it out' its horrifying.Did I already ask you how old he was? What does your wife do when you are on the computer
Posted by tabitha on July 29, 2002, at 1:51:45
In reply to Hellp, anyone, s.o.s., posted by Gabbi on July 28, 2002, at 23:37:12
Gabbi Dear,
Oh, no, the black pit again. You've seemed hypo lately, I was worried a crash might come. Keeping your pdoc appointment is good, please dear tell him all you've been experiencing so he can best help.
Wish I was there to help, I'd cook you some chicken soup. Wait a minute, I don't cook, but I could microwave a delicious chicken entree and read you a story.
Today I swept up some leaves and found some rotting prickly pear cactus underneath, yuck. Green stinky goo. There were many fat black spiders making homes in the leaves, sorry but their habitat is gone now.
I started digging a hole for an oleander that's been waiting patiently to get planted for several weeks. It is called a Sister Agnes oleander, with white flowers, and the tag claims it can reach 20 feet high. Right now it is about 3 feet high. There were some tree roots under the dirt, I ripped them up. They don't seem to be attached to a tree. Mystery of the yard. My yard is so full of clay and rocks, I only got the hole half dug. Tomorrow I'll dig some more.
Then I spent a long time petting my kitty cat. We've reached a new stage in our relationship, she flopped over and let me rub her belly for the first time. Later she peed in front of me, but if you ask me that's a little too much intimacy.
Hang in there sweetie, and let us know what happens with the pdoc. I'll be on the board a few times tomorrow.
-Tabby
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