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Posted by yesac on June 25, 2003, at 20:38:17
I'm just bored, as you all might be able to tell by my 10 million posts. Well, that's what I feel like, as if I am the pathetic loser who is constantly posting thing after boring thing. Can we say low self-esteem?? But, PB has over the past month or so since I came back after a little hiatus, become a very crucial part of my life. I mean, seriously, it's like practically the one thing I look forward to. That and therapy. God. I feel like I can't possibly go a day without checking into PB for at least a few hours (made easier by the fact that I can spend a significant amount of time at work online). And I feel sad/depressed if there aren't many new posts or if there's nothing I can respond to or no one responds to me. Is that bad?! You all have become really quite important to me... I think about you guys a lot!
Anyways... my day has been alright. Not as bad as yesterday and the day before and the day before.... Although, I am kind of annoyed at myself for not talking about what I had wanted to talk about in therapy today. That always happens. Even though whatever we talk about is usually important too.
I'm still not sure about my new therapist. I still REALLY miss my old one.
I guess I'll go home and crochet some while watching tv maybe. I'm making a blanket. HOpefully my roomate won't be there. I feel like having roomates is seriously taking away from the quality of my life (which already isn't that great), at least right now it is. I don't know what happened - everything was fine and dandy for the first couple months, then it seems to have fallen off and gotten worse and worse as of late, and I can't wait for her to move. The whole situation really makes me want to scream at times!!!
Thanks for reading.
Posted by justyourlaugh on June 25, 2003, at 21:49:41
In reply to I'm bored, posted by yesac on June 25, 2003, at 20:38:17
yes....
bored and thanful for this site tooo...
waiting for a new hard drive (i get to post on ball and chain's laptop when he manages to come home)
ive been on here and there and i dont respond to most things because i feel like an intruder...(its the depression)
i dont feel i have anything worthwhile to say...nothing that anyone would care to read...wasting others reading time....ho hum..
i dont need anymore "pep" talks or people telling me all my "positives"....working real hard to "snap out of it"....
i use to compulsively crochet....i am much slower now but managed to start a little hat for neighbours unborn daughter....
j
Posted by Dinah on June 26, 2003, at 2:44:32
In reply to I'm bored, posted by yesac on June 25, 2003, at 20:38:17
I always bring a notebook to therapy with notes on what I want to talk about. Otherwise I'm easily sidetracked (or find it easy to avoid, something like that).
Well thank heavens for small favors. She'll be gone very soon now. Isn't it fortuitous that she waited till just before she left to start driving you nuts? Not only will you not have to put up with it much longer, but it'll start you off well with your new roommates.
I think getting really intimate with Babble is very easy. A very seductive site. As long as it isn't causing you pain, or keeping you from other real life relationships... For myself, I find I enjoy Babble better when I have a bit of distance from it, but that's just me.
Hope tomorrow is a good one.
Posted by yesac on June 26, 2003, at 14:56:46
In reply to Re: I'm bored, posted by justyourlaugh on June 25, 2003, at 21:49:41
> i dont feel i have anything worthwhile to say...nothing that anyone would care to read...wasting others reading time....ho hum..
Well, I always enjoy your posts! But I too feel like my posts are boring and no one wants to read them. But I do it anyway.
> i use to compulsively crochet....i am much slower now but managed to start a little hat for neighbours unborn daughter....
As for crocheting, I get into obsessive phases with it, and then other times when I don't do it for months and months. I'm not that skilled really, so I can only make flat things... scarves, blankets....
Posted by yesac on June 26, 2003, at 15:05:25
In reply to Re: I'm bored » yesac, posted by Dinah on June 26, 2003, at 2:44:32
> I always bring a notebook to therapy with notes on what I want to talk about. Otherwise I'm easily sidetracked (or find it easy to avoid, something like that).
I usually write some things down or plan some things out that I want to talk about, but then if I don't talk about them I end up getting frustrated and annoyed with myself.
> Isn't it fortuitous that she waited till just before she left to start driving you nuts?
I suppose it is. Could've been worse...
> I think getting really intimate with Babble is very easy. A very seductive site. As long as it isn't causing you pain, or keeping you from other real life relationships... For myself, I find I enjoy Babble better when I have a bit of distance from it, but that's just me.
Probably would be better for me to not spend quite so much time on here, but seriously, I often just don't have much else to do, at least not things that I have any interest in doing. I don't know - this post-college life is hard to get used to, especially when I moved to somewhere totally new... Even though I've been out for 2 years, until last August things were complex because I was in AmeriCorps - long story - and I just didn't really have time to myself, freedom, space. Now I have more than enough of all of those!
Posted by lil' jimi on June 28, 2003, at 1:02:25
In reply to I'm bored, posted by yesac on June 25, 2003, at 20:38:17
hi yesac,
i don't find you boring at all ... you told me you were a girl and it about made me faint, lady! ... ... and you noticed, i think ... ... "destabilized my world" with your feminity ... well, just about, i'd say!
anyway i like your posts and i, selfishly, want to encourage you posting them ... ... and it doesn't hurt anything that you're nice.
please write anytime,
~ jim
Posted by yesac on June 28, 2003, at 17:38:16
In reply to Re: I'm bored » yesac, posted by lil' jimi on June 28, 2003, at 1:02:25
Well, I'm glad that you like my posts. I'd like to think that they are at least sort of interesting to someone!
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