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Posted by inthegloaming on March 24, 2004, at 11:34:24
ugh.
i just... i just hate her.
i hate what she did to me.
i hate how she made me feel.
i hate looking into her eyes, seeing her face, seeing the way her front teeth turn inward. i hate her skin, her flesh, her hair.
i can't beleive it still, some of it. for instance, she bit me on the breast, for heavens sake. she went up my shirt, etc. etc. i was drunk. drugged without knowing it.
sometimes the hate blinds me. i'm afraid i'm going to hit her, shake her, scratch or lash out at her. sometimes i want her to die, to just blow up in a puff of smoke, screaming her demon screams. i think she humped my leg that night, made little noises in my ear. put her arm around me afterwards, as though we'd shared something.
little did she know....
rapist.
Posted by Slinky on March 24, 2004, at 18:17:08
In reply to hate, posted by inthegloaming on March 24, 2004, at 11:34:24
Sorry..
Write it out , shout it out..antidote for mind and body poison.
Posted by pegasus on March 25, 2004, at 14:43:33
In reply to hate, posted by inthegloaming on March 24, 2004, at 11:34:24
Hi inthegloaming,
Although I'm really sorry that you have to feel this hate, I'm really glad to see you getting it out. I think you have some pretty good reasons to be angry. Give us more, if it is helping.
Also, is there any way that you can tell this person to leave you alone? It sounds like she's around you a lot.
- p
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