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Posted by Jai Narayan on November 26, 2004, at 16:10:19
Miss hearing about your life.
Did you see the movie, "Sideways"?hope you are well
Jai
Posted by verne on November 28, 2004, at 16:20:15
In reply to calling verne....are you out there?, posted by Jai Narayan on November 26, 2004, at 16:10:19
Hi Jai,
I was taking a break. Now I'm taking a short break from the break. As I take more and more breaks, time begins to slow down, and I never seem to make it to the next moment. Like the end of the rainbow or the "rabbit farm" I dream about.
I haven't seen "Sideways". I'll check it out.
I'm drinking again after a week without. Still some leftover trauma from the "search". I may spring for a month's membership in peoplefinders and get it over with. This way I will know for sure.
If I did contact her, I suppose I would have to be photographed (my most recent one is 8 years old) but I shaved my head about 6 weeks ago and it's now at the punk porcupine stage. It hurts to sleep on it and it always looks like I just got up. A natural defense - boar bristle hair. No wonder I used to be a hippie.
And there's always the risk that if I'm photographed I'll suddenly look my age.
verne
Posted by Jai Narayan on November 28, 2004, at 20:30:13
In reply to Is Being Here Now, posted by verne on November 28, 2004, at 16:20:15
Oh, verne you are as delightful as ever.
What are you currently drinking?
I am on my second glass of wine.About your shaved head. I know what you mean about the hair being painful...I just got a hair cut and the hair doubles back and pokes me in the ear, the ends are so sharp.
Okay verne, what's the worst thing that could happen with connecting with this woman? really.
You have got to see "Sideways" I think you will understand why I am urging you to see it once you have seen it.
I found it to be a deeply moving film.I am glad my note got to you.
good night dear prince.
you are loved and cared about.
Jai
Posted by verne on November 28, 2004, at 22:41:16
In reply to Re: Is Being Here Now, posted by Jai Narayan on November 28, 2004, at 20:30:13
I paid for the best, well good, maybe crappy, "people finders" out there, and discovered there's no record after 1993.
I had really hoped to at least contact her but the prospect looks bleak.
She was the cuddliest person I ever knew. I couldn't make a move and she wasn't on me. Who needed space?
No record. Life was meaningless before, all the more so now. I'm really dumb that way, that I can't contrive or dream up a reason for getting out of bed.
I'm dumb for reasons. My senses are dumb. My fingers are dumb. My eyes grow dumb.
I used to scheme and contrive my way of out bed. I envisioned the promise, dumb horse with a carrot for a brain.
I'm really running out of motivation.
verne
Posted by Jai Narayan on November 29, 2004, at 8:31:58
In reply to Re: Is Being Here Now, posted by verne on November 28, 2004, at 22:41:16
So you are a sensate being? You need to have physical stimulation?
Okay, you could get a full body (not sexual) massage.
Or if you're shy start with a foot massage.
It sounds like most of your stimulation comes from the skin.
You are skin hungry.
Most of us are.
I have gotten massages for years.
When I was my most tense, I got them twice a week.
I miss them since I quite doing it.
Can you arrange that or is this suggestion over the top?
Think about it okay?
Or how about a facial?
They are incredible too.
I know it costs money but just have one.
Jai
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