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Posted by Susan47 on March 21, 2005, at 10:31:20
Feeling good, thinking about becoming slightly manic again today... drug-induced, you know. It keeps me from feeling lonely... and missing C, the man I love but couldn't make a connection with, a T...hahahahaha
Posted by Susan47 on March 21, 2005, at 11:42:00
In reply to Dancing Naked, Again, posted by Susan47 on March 21, 2005, at 10:31:20
I wanted him sexually, I wanted him emotionally, I wanted him physically .. are there other ways of wanting someone? Spiritually? Man, I would have et him up if I could: my desire was frightening.
Posted by Susan47 on March 21, 2005, at 11:47:04
In reply to I Used to Want HIm, posted by Susan47 on March 21, 2005, at 11:42:00
He said, "You're afraid of something in yourself". Or something like that. M-hm, and he was absolutely right. I was afraid of my own passion for living, for life, for him. He was my Passion. Oh, he still is, to be sure. He always always will be. He is a beautiful man, flawed and beautiful, and I'll search for someone like him the rest of my life ... because, and I know this, see, I'm like him too .. I'm also flawed and beautiful, and I gave him the life I believe he has. He wouldn't be that in my mind, if my mind weren't capable of making him All That. Hmmm. Oh Susan, oh Susan susan susan who are you?
Posted by 10derHeart on March 21, 2005, at 13:03:28
In reply to Dancing Naked, Again, posted by Susan47 on March 21, 2005, at 10:31:20
Posted by sunny10 on March 22, 2005, at 12:26:00
In reply to And He Used to Tell me That too, posted by Susan47 on March 21, 2005, at 11:47:04
you are a brave, loving, powerful person.
All you need now is an available male counterpart that shares those same core criterium.
If I didn't live on a busy street, I would dance naked, too!!!!!!
I hate being shut up behind closed blinds...Sunlight is my muse.
Posted by Susan47 on March 22, 2005, at 14:15:00
In reply to Re: you no longer need to be told...., posted by sunny10 on March 22, 2005, at 12:26:00
Oh, but I am on a busy street, oh yes, almost at an intersection of two busy streets ... three actually, I'm surrounded and I love it, I'm surrounded by humanity. And it's like a ten minute drive to the woods and a twenty minute walk to the ocean and I'm so so lucky lucky lucky.... it's sunny today and we're climbin' a mountain and phoning somebody from up top... mmmmmm... there's nothing quite like watching a hawk or an eagle fly below .....
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