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Posted by Shy_Girl on May 4, 2005, at 18:39:01
Sorry people for being kind of wierd...
I'm thinking through this conspiracy thing and it doesn't make rational sense...hopefully this feeling of a conspiracy will go away.I really need to stop and analyse the evidence for my thoughts. Thanks for bring up some very good points.
I'm scared now of losing my mind. How can I write such strange things? Do I became psychotic sometimes and not know it?? Am I more disordered than I seem?? How come others here don't get into the drama I get into? How do I control myself?!? My thoughts and feelings change so very quickly...sometimes in the middle of a post! Am I losing it? Am I getting too caught up here? Am I losing contact with reality? Or am I ok because I can still question my own sanity? Did I experience some mild paranoid ideation??? Am I going INSANE??? Ahhhhh!
Posted by partlycloudy on May 4, 2005, at 19:32:50
In reply to Golly...I sure was acting crazy :-P, posted by Shy_Girl on May 4, 2005, at 18:39:01
> Sorry people for being kind of wierd...
> I'm thinking through this conspiracy thing and it doesn't make rational sense...hopefully this feeling of a conspiracy will go away.
>
> I really need to stop and analyse the evidence for my thoughts. Thanks for bring up some very good points.
>
> I'm scared now of losing my mind. How can I write such strange things? Do I became psychotic sometimes and not know it?? Am I more disordered than I seem?? How come others here don't get into the drama I get into? How do I control myself?!? My thoughts and feelings change so very quickly...sometimes in the middle of a post! Am I losing it? Am I getting too caught up here? Am I losing contact with reality? Or am I ok because I can still question my own sanity? Did I experience some mild paranoid ideation??? Am I going INSANE??? Ahhhhh!I often feel that I write or post things when I'm upset that I later think - "what was I thinking of?!" Sometimes I wish there was a time delay so we could edit our posts if we thought differently of them... What we post here is *it*, though, no chance of re-phrasing or self-saving.
What I personally get from this site is a great deal of support; a lot of compassion, and a lot of encouragement - that I don't think I'd be able to ask for in my daily work and family environment. Here I feel much more fragile, but more protected as well.
pc
Posted by Slinky on May 4, 2005, at 19:35:56
In reply to Golly...I sure was acting crazy :-P, posted by Shy_Girl on May 4, 2005, at 18:39:01
You're analizing yourself again shy girl :-)
the endless cycle seems like going crazy.
Envision them as white noise.
My thoughts change so quick.. my posts are small.
If you think you're going crazy then keep on writing them disjointed thoughts..cleanses the mind..don't feel embarrased
Eventually you may not care about being crazy.
Sorry I haven't followed your posts..been away.
Hope you feel better soon.
Posted by alexandra_k on May 4, 2005, at 23:37:46
In reply to Golly...I sure was acting crazy :-P, posted by Shy_Girl on May 4, 2005, at 18:39:01
Sometimes I start to think paranoid thoughts
(not that I usually see them that way at the time)
When I am feeling pretty stressed.
They tend to come right when I am feeling less stress.Maybe that is it.
Posted by sunny10 on May 5, 2005, at 8:30:27
In reply to Re: Golly...I sure was acting crazy :-P, posted by alexandra_k on May 4, 2005, at 23:37:46
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