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Posted by Deneb on February 17, 2007, at 1:15:47
This whole incident with my Mom is triggering me. It's making me want to harm myself. I want to harm myself to test if my Mom really cares about me.
If I die, then she'll be sorry.
I think I'm evil.
Deneb*
Posted by Deneb on February 17, 2007, at 1:39:27
In reply to I'm triggered *trigger*, posted by Deneb on February 17, 2007, at 1:15:47
I just went looking for meds to take more than the recommended amount of. I can't find anything dangerous.
I have a bunch of prozac and celexa, but it would be just plain stupid to take them all because they are safe in overdose. I'd just be wasting money.
I hate this. I hate feeling this way. I need to do something. I'm going to take more than the recommended amount of vitamins. I just need to do *something*.
I just took one. I'm just wasting vitamins. Ugh.
I'm going to distract myself. I'm going to read some posts.
I hate feeling this.
Deneb*
Posted by NikkiT2 on February 17, 2007, at 5:26:24
In reply to Re: I'm triggered *trigger*, posted by Deneb on February 17, 2007, at 1:39:27
You need to call the distress centre, or your Pdoc Deneb.
Did you ask your Pdoc about how to contact her outside of office hours?
Posted by Phillipa on February 17, 2007, at 10:12:42
In reply to Re: I'm triggered *trigger* » Deneb, posted by NikkiT2 on February 17, 2007, at 5:26:24
Deneb somehow I think you get bored and get this way. Love Phillipa
Posted by Deneb on February 17, 2007, at 14:03:35
In reply to Re: I'm triggered *trigger* » Deneb, posted by NikkiT2 on February 17, 2007, at 5:26:24
I realized my Mom does care about me, a lot. I don't know why I switch from thinking my Mom cares about me too much to not caring about me at all.
My pdoc told me to talk to my parents when I get upset.
I'm going to practice mindfulness.
Deneb*
Posted by laima on February 18, 2007, at 0:10:42
In reply to I'm OK now » NikkiT2, posted by Deneb on February 17, 2007, at 14:03:35
I think distraction can indeed be a useful coping mechanism at times like these. Preferably something totally different and engrossing: funny movie, bike ride, a positive book, an expedition.
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