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Posted by Fivefires on July 23, 2007, at 18:54:12
Hi all.
I haven't been online in days. I'm terribly sick.
Think could be combo development of tolerance to either oxycodone or alprazolam, and a coinciding lung infection.
Picking up some supplements for the prior, and antibiotic for the latter tonight.
I am having rapidly recurring anxiety/panic attacks which are crippling. Chills, fever, abdominal probs', difficulty breathing, congestion, 'you name it', even felt a bit of heart pain this a.m.
I'm nursing trying to nurse self back to health on own so pls understand I've not been able to follow up a thread. Thoughts w/ all. Send me your good vibes pls?
5f
Posted by scratchpad on July 23, 2007, at 19:06:15
In reply to I've really really sick!, posted by Fivefires on July 23, 2007, at 18:54:12
Sorry you've been feeling so badly!
Take care of yourself first! Meds, rest, sleep, the boards will wait for you. zzz....take good care
Scratchpad
Posted by spriggy on July 24, 2007, at 1:01:14
In reply to Re: I've really really sick! » Fivefires, posted by scratchpad on July 23, 2007, at 19:06:15
I hope you get all better soon.
Have you tried Mucinex? Whenever I've had a chest cough/cold, it helps so much.
Also, I had benzo withdrawals 4 months ago ( stopped cold turkey; what a nightmare) and I had a lot of those symptoms. I was surprised that I felt like I was having asthma attacks (I suppose it was anxiety).
The cold sweats were the worst. Drats.
Sleep as much as you can and I will say a prayer for you right now.
Posted by Phillipa on July 24, 2007, at 11:53:56
In reply to Re: I've really really sick!, posted by spriggy on July 24, 2007, at 1:01:14
Five fires didn't know you'd posted sorry and hope you feel better today. Love Phillipa
Posted by Kath on July 25, 2007, at 16:45:21
In reply to I've really really sick!, posted by Fivefires on July 23, 2007, at 18:54:12
Hope you're feeling ever-so-better
(((((((((((((((((you))))))))))))))))
My thoughts & vibes are with you.
love, Kath
Posted by Kath on July 25, 2007, at 16:46:24
In reply to I've really really sick!, posted by Fivefires on July 23, 2007, at 18:54:12
I hope you're feeling WAY better.
((((((((you))))))))))
My supportive thoughts are with you,
Love, Kath
Posted by Fivefires on August 1, 2007, at 13:00:13
In reply to Re: I've really really sick! » Fivefires, posted by scratchpad on July 23, 2007, at 19:06:15
Thanks 4 waiting all.
I'm back and I'm 'the same' :(
My biggest problem is not having access to any in-depth, quality health care.
WI am w/o the prior, and w/o support of family. They've abandoned me; given up. Our social structure is all messed up. I ask myself how I am so unworthy those I've loved and thought loved me could give up on me.
(shaking head .. need a butter tart or something)
I need a partner and love.
I've paid my dues and it's time for a little happiness dam* it!!! (Mad at my 'higher power' and said the prior loudly outloud!!!)
5f
Posted by Fivefires on August 1, 2007, at 14:01:30
In reply to Re: I've really really sick! » Fivefires, posted by Kath on July 25, 2007, at 16:46:24
How is this possible? Why are the most supportive people in one's life those I do not see or do not know in real life?
A friend told me suffering is to realize fulfullment. I remember fulfillment. I've known fulfillment. Why must I be drawn backwards into suffering to again realize it?
I posted over on grief and loss today; thought not good for social today.
Oh thanks for the hugs and the prayers.
I wish I could just wrap my arms around all of you and you would just be there while I cried, and all of you, and even I, would feel simple plain ole' peace, a sustaining peace to last us a good stint, and then we would take whatever next step we need to take here in our lives.
5f
Posted by ClearSkies on August 1, 2007, at 14:15:55
In reply to Re: I've really really sick!, posted by Fivefires on August 1, 2007, at 13:00:13
> Thanks 4 waiting all.
>
> I'm back and I'm 'the same' :(
>
> My biggest problem is not having access to any in-depth, quality health care.
>
> WI am w/o the prior, and w/o support of family. They've abandoned me; given up. Our social structure is all messed up. I ask myself how I am so unworthy those I've loved and thought loved me could give up on me.
>
> (shaking head .. need a butter tart or something)
>
> I need a partner and love.
>
> I've paid my dues and it's time for a little happiness dam* it!!! (Mad at my 'higher power' and said the prior loudly outloud!!!)
>
> 5fHi, this is still me. Scratching and ClearSkie'd. I can empathize with the healthcare woes. Yesterday I had to drive many miles to my new pdoc's office. He was surprised to see me. I was surprised I made it there!
I made some biscotti the other day. They aren't butter tarts, but you're welcome to some. Chocolate can help sometimes.
take care
ClearSkies
(sorry about changing my name mid-thread, but it was the right time.)
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