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Posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:04:25
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!
Posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:05:11
In reply to Sent to me yesterday., posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:04:25
Posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:45:20
In reply to I want the last 20 years back,. (nm), posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:05:11
i've been inundated with those "I'd rather be dead" thoughts everyday for the past week. I'm not the suicidal type, but I just think about the possibility of maybe being in a bank when robbers decide to come in shooting. Or perhaps standing on the street during a snow storm and being run over by a bus. Or maybe being grabbed off the street at night and murdered by a serial killer. Some kind of accidental death. I won't kill myself but that doesn't stop me from wishing every minute of every day that someone else would do it for me.
Bad day I guess.
Posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2008, at 11:55:41
In reply to Re: I want the last 20 years back,., posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:45:20
Tina thought those thoughts for a year and now I am having medical physical problems husband says don't wish for something you might get it so yes its a bad day and hope you are better today. And laughing and dancing in the street. Phillipa
Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on February 3, 2008, at 0:01:42
In reply to Re: I want the last 20 years back,., posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:45:20
> i've been inundated with those "I'd rather be dead" thoughts everyday for the past week. I'm not the suicidal type, but I just think about the possibility of maybe being in a bank when robbers decide to come in shooting. Or perhaps standing on the street during a snow storm and being run over by a bus. Or maybe being grabbed off the street at night and murdered by a serial killer. Some kind of accidental death. I won't kill myself but that doesn't stop me from wishing every minute of every day that someone else would do it for me.
> Bad day I guess.I am so sorry Tina.....oh gawd do I know the feeling! Can you do something to make tommorow not such a bad day? See a doctor....someone? You deserve so much better...
Best,
Take care and stay safe
Jay
Posted by Kath on February 3, 2008, at 16:35:16
In reply to Re: I want the last 20 years back,., posted by tina on February 1, 2008, at 10:45:20
Hi Sweetie,
Hey Tina - 1) can't remember if you're on meds
2) Do you have a therapist or someone you can talk with about intense feelings?....or any feelings, for that matter.
If not, I hope that as a 'be-good-to-yourself- because-you-deserve-it-even-if-you-might-not- beleive-it' type of thing to do - I hope you try to find one. Your family doctor or the hospital should be able to link you up with someone who's covered by OHIP.(((((((((((((((((((((you)))))))))))))))))))))))))
I know those feelings also. Not quite as detailed, but the ones about "I'm tired of doing this thing called 'Life' & am just waiting tiredly 'til it's over". I was feeling like that bigtime until my 5HTP & St. John's Wort kicked in.
I was so surprised NOT to be feeling like that!!! Didn't think it would happen. Would be walking along & all of a sudden tears would just start seeping out - for no reason.
You sound really depressed Tina. I hope you'll consider seeking help of some sort. You deserve it...and you're worth it.
luv, Kath
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