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Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2009, at 21:59:37
You know, how can you get out of enviorment that is "toxic". I know that I'm sittin here yabbering about how bad it is here, it's because there is no more love. It's hard to keep a job because I cannot be on focus medication, and this is serious and the person that I live with, one thing just kinda controls things and doesnt love back.
Times where not like this back in time, they where better and I think you reap what you sow, and maybe the thing's that I sow'd where bad things.What I need is support, and I just cannot cope like a human being could, and many times someone has implied suicide [not directly], yet I'm glad i didnt listen. This is like betyal, this person loved me and it's like I don't see this person anymore of times in the past.
I have a doctor's visit tommrow, and I hope just for once I can be on focus medication one more time, it's just an adversity that I live with here at the house, it was once "love" and support, now it's prideful and judgemental, and I can't justify things because they already labeled me as something, and if I say anything to argue, they refuse to agree, it pride, and I hope the spirit of leaves.
i'll post back.
rj
Posted by Kath on November 24, 2009, at 8:55:14
In reply to Home..., posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2009, at 21:59:37
I hope you're able to get the medication you need, & are able to talk with your doctor about how awful you're feeling. I'm sorry things are like this for you.
xo Kath
Posted by manic666 on November 24, 2009, at 12:55:32
In reply to Home..., posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2009, at 21:59:37
its just as hard for the person you live with. even though they are not mentally ill you drag them down with you.if there love is not %100 percent they carnt take it forever,me when well am the village idiot makeing every body an anybody laugh,because i feel guity for the pain i cause when ill , i have watched my wife lose weight an cry for days when her man is somebody else.if there is no love you an she are lost.does she want to be on her own// do you want to be on your own you.if the answer is yes then so be it, its hard to claw back something lost.i have fought with my son who could if he wanted knock me cold, an seen the fear of looseing her dad in my donna,s eyes.they all love me,even my grandkids see something wrong with there grandad but they 2 love me. try not to drag your partner down when in the blackness ,i go for long walk,s on my own in those times.you will get a med to help ,its the waiting thats a bummer
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