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Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2013, at 21:22:51
spent sometime with my girlfriend, went good, but I have to say when im around I smile a lot, act happy,... It's not real what im doing, and then see people I want to be friends with.....nope, its gonna happem. I don't want to be a fake person, im superficial at times with my smile, and positive charm, but living a life that's not real, that's pretty bad.
so....
but Im already planning to go back to school, and learning investment fincance, and acting maybe on the side if I have enough energy for it. The reason im not going right now because there's a risk of quitting and not being ready for study and work, and then falling off the wagon....and wasting money and lying to my parents saying I want to get a education, and then quit. Like a marathon, start off strong, about 10miles into it get tired, 15miles mucles and endurance fall apart, and then by the next have to stop and don't want to run again. That's a exact example of my college life.
even with all these disabilities that cause social, intellect, can't ask because im on a completely different page than other people are and they think im weird.
........as long as im being honest, maybe the truth will set free....
Posted by gadchik on April 22, 2013, at 16:46:01
In reply to bad moments, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2013, at 21:22:51
Why cant that be real, you're with your gf and you smile and feel happy. It can be real, if you dont hover above yourself watching. Just be in the moment, and enjoy what comes of it.
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 22, 2013, at 23:34:29
In reply to Re: bad moments » rjlockhart37, posted by gadchik on April 22, 2013, at 16:46:01
it is real,....yea I think what im trying to say is I hide things I know people won't understand, at the same feel im just wearing a happy mask, under it is a mess, but yea she loves, I am grateful for that, but like the other day I was her mom's house and left the ceiling fan on in the guest, and didn't lock the door when I went to smoke, she got mad....really mad, and its stuff like that, that I feel it will ruin the relationship, becoming more of a burden to be with......like my family loves me, but some of the stuff I did in the past....they wanted me to go away....see what im saying, so I don't want that to happen with relationship with her. People getting discusted with me..........
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