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Posted by kelv on March 1, 2007, at 2:09:31
After spending seven days in a Detox centre for alcohol, i came out clean, What did i do that night i got out, Melted a 20mg SR Ritalin tab and plugged the solution, which after a while caused anxiety so i drank some wine and took some Xanax and slept well.
Today i have eaten very little, drank Vodka and Plugged some Ritalin for energy.
I saw a shrink a few days ago who gave me Dexamphetamine-i took 20mgs that day and could not get drunk whatever i drank-it's powerfull stuff. I often fantasize about taking a whole bunch of TCAs or beta blockers with booze and finishing things.
"Death is so final for only the living"-Ozzy, 'back on earth'
Kill or cure.
I wish i was dead-life or death
Posted by JohnnyBLinux on March 3, 2007, at 2:47:17
In reply to My daily diet- Alcohol+Ritalin, F*cked up, posted by kelv on March 1, 2007, at 2:09:31
> After spending seven days in a Detox centre for alcohol, i came out clean, What did i do that night i got out, Melted a 20mg SR Ritalin tab and plugged the solution, which after a while caused anxiety so i drank some wine and took some Xanax and slept well.
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> Today i have eaten very little, drank Vodka and Plugged some Ritalin for energy.
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> I saw a shrink a few days ago who gave me Dexamphetamine-i took 20mgs that day and could not get drunk whatever i drank-it's powerfull stuff. I often fantasize about taking a whole bunch of TCAs or beta blockers with booze and finishing things.
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> "Death is so final for only the living"-Ozzy, 'back on earth'
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> Kill or cure.
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> I wish i was dead-life or death
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I hope you're doing better. Stay positive, stay busy. I don't know what you mean by "plugged". Anyway, I have mixed alcohol with Ritalin at times -- seems to make me more tired. I haven't found Ritalin to be energizing...quite the opposite most of the time. I have to drink a fair amount of coffee to get moving & motivated. Best of luck to you.
Posted by Declan on March 4, 2007, at 12:30:55
In reply to My daily diet- Alcohol+Ritalin, F*cked up, posted by kelv on March 1, 2007, at 2:09:31
If you can find a way to look after yourself, you will feel better eventually. But looking after yourself is a bit boring, and you have to find other ways of having fun. Which means friends and sex and all the stuff I was never good at. But you've probably got heaps of time (if you look after yourself), and having heaps of time can come to seem like a good thing (usually when you are running out of it). Life ought to be so much better than this.
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