Posted by phyl on March 25, 1999, at 1:31:46
In reply to Re: Breakdown? to Cindy, posted by cait on March 21, 1999, at 19:09:46
> Back to the "Breakdown" subject: I cannot make it for more than an hour or so without the overwhelming feeling of grief descending upon me and then I "hide" while I sob, all the while thinking, "I have to get it together. Who will take care of everybody, everything?" Stupid me, I've screwed up, AGAIN."
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Cait-I've been in that scary spot where you don't know how you can do it. I was there four years ago. Nobody was there to call a doctor for me. Somehow, between all the crying and trying to remain afloat I managed to call psychiatrists to get an appointment. It was so difficult since I didn't have insurance and I could barely comprehend why I was still upright and breathing. I wish I could tell you how I managed to finally seek out help(trust me if I knew I would gladly tell the world!), I don't know how I did it, somehow I did. And I don't say that flippantly.
You are in my prayers and I hold hope in my heart that you will see a doctor for help. Please do it for yourself. Keep talking to us at this site. Please know you are not alone in these feelings. --phyl
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