Posted by emily on July 6, 1999, at 14:24:53
In reply to me, posted by PL on July 6, 1999, at 13:04:15
> live in fl. thought about going east when we went to see the fireworks yesterday at the beach. couldn't stand to sit there. went back to the truck to feel more at home. get sort of agoraphobic when not in my ususal surroundings. go to work. got to. can't die cause my husb and daugh need the money. see a pscy. take wellb and tried several others. my husb is getting fed up. no family. parents dead. no friends. dont like people. at a dead end but have to go on. my life insur wouldn't keep them long. husb not very capable but very sarcastic and condesending. not much support. fall over a lot. sleep is good. don't miss work though. they need the $. i hate life. am a good actor at work. but sometimes i need to be myself.... nobody.
Dear PL,
I think you title "me" is your answer. It's time for you to concentrate on "me". Let the husband take care of the finances and household. Make a decision that you want to feel better and you'll do what is necessary to feel good again. If you are not getting what you need from the Dr, find another. Switch meds. Do what you can for "me". You are so very worth it!!
Em
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