Posted by Janice on September 26, 1999, at 20:26:00
In reply to Re: Hi Janice..., posted by dj on September 26, 1999, at 8:48:26
Hi,
I'm doing well dj. Right now I'm staying at my Grandmother's farm here in Nova Scotia, then in November I'm going to Florida, then the vacation's over and i will settle either in Toronto or in Calgary with my brother who lives there. I'm leaning towards my brother because i am making such headway with all my disorders and if i live with him, he will take care of all the practicle issues while i can concentrate on getting my health back in tiptop shape. Being practicle is my worst enemy, and i will not be making enough money to pay someone else to do it.
I've come to the major realization that my ADHD is the root disorder of all my other disorders, the trichotillomania, the manic depression, the eating disorder. I'm beginning to see my whole life in a completely new light...like for a small example, I used to think i was afraid of committment (this is what some of my boyfriends would tell me), and now I know I'm right, it's my ADHD, and I just don't see the point of it. It's biology, I'm restless by nature. What a relief! I'm glad I didn't spend time at the psychologist's office for that one.
I think that is your depression talking about multimedia design. Those people who you think are talented all started out knowing nothing and unsure of their ability. If my instincts are right, i think you could do it. From the way you write, I can tell you're smart, funny and original.
Vancouver; you know, I spent some of my formative years there, age 9-23. I still have some of the same friends that I made during those years. I'm never sure exactly why i dislike the city so much. One thing is true, I do like big cities though, you are right there, and I find Vancouver to be more of a big suburb.
How's your depression? Have you been making any progress? Had any good insights? What have you been trying lately?
nice to hear from you, Janice.
poster:Janice
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