Posted by Trish on September 27, 1999, at 10:32:39
I am so tired of this depression. I was officially diagnosed three years ago but have suffered most of my life. Prozac worked wonderful for a while but now I can't find anything that works. I have seen three psychiatrist and I feel like I am no where. I have gained an enormous amount of weight and I am deeply in debt. I have been using food and things trying to make me feel better but of course they are only making the problem worse. I am on 225 mg of effexor Xr and 300 mg of Wellbutrin SR. I feel like I will never be normal.
Thanks for reading this. I guess I needed to be able to put this into words. I don't dare tell anyone other than my doctor how depressed I really am. I'm not suicidal but when I found a lump in my breast, I was part scared and part relieved. It scared me that a part of me did not fear death. ( I had it checked by dr had mammogram, ultrasound and will have needle biopsy thursday).
Thanks for listening.
poster:Trish
thread:12122
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