Posted by Michael on February 8, 2000, at 21:00:09
Thanks, For the prayers, and keeping in touch.
I do need to talk to real people. People who do
understand. Degenerative Disc Disease affects all of
my spine all of my discs are crushed to some degree.
There is marked decrease in space at all facets of the
vertebrae.... Bone on Bone, Pain on Pain.
Chronic Pain. Yes the pain meds help Ive been on pain
med for 8 years, Norco, Oxycontin (a new one) morphine
sulphate, ambien, xanax, tarka for high BP and Prilosec
for my 28 silver dollar sized ulcers. Bleeding at times.
Ive had my share of pain. When I was a child between 3 & 6
years old I spent 1 year in the hospital going in the day
after Christmas and coming out the day before Christmas the
year after,I had a very rare bone disorder in my arm.
I was in 7 out of hospitals time & time again....
I guess thats why Im so scared of doctors, I hurt terribly
as a child, now I still hurt with chronic pain and have
wanted to end it all many times. I have taken my guns and
read books on which would do me in quickly, no suffering.
People dont take suicide threats seriously. I do need
help and do not want to end my life so horribly.
Pray that I get healing or be directed to someone who
can guide me to the right doctors.
THANKS DEAR ABBY.....
mjp
poster:Michael
thread:20822
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