Posted by juniper on March 3, 2000, at 14:59:40
In reply to Re: Noa, posted by Noa on March 3, 2000, at 6:43:17
thank-you so much noa for remembering and asking! my course went well on some levels (i entered quite scared that i wouldn't be able to keep up with the emotional and mental strains of course--especially since my last one found me in a bad space--but i think that the exercise and fresh air and challenge was good for me, and overall the course progressed with no major issues--we did have one runaway, but she was picked up and transferred, which was probably the best thing for her), but not so well on others (the group as a whole was pretty apathetic and lame). but it was a postive learning and growing experience for me, and i believe for some of the students took knowledge and motivation away also....
i am sorry that your meds seem to be running down on you. you have offered so much to the people here and i want to believe in karma simply so that you begin to receive the support and care and smiles you've so freely given.
i'm on an adderall prophetic high horse now. i began taking it before i left on my trip and am very pleased with the results...a smooth lift of clarity and energy. i'd tried ritalin (not SR) a while ago with the effect of nervous energy and a little more focus, but overall too much edge. i don't know if you've ever tried it, but since ritalin once helped you, perhaps switching stimulants would make a difference?
perhaps your internet connection being cut off for a few days is a little sign from the take-care-of-yourself-gods who want you to get some sleep?
you are in my thoughts and i appreciate all that you've given-------
thank-you,
juniper> Thanks, all. My internet service was cancelled because I forgot to give them my new card number and they tried billing my old one but it expired. With how I've been feeling, it was just another pain in the neck thing to take care of. So, now I am checking in from work.
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> BTW, Juniper, it is good to have you back, I had been thinking about you and wondering when you were emerging from the woods. How was the trip with the delinquent girls? I had been imagining you out in the middle of nowhere with these angry adolescents. You are a brave person.
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