Re: Suicide

Posted by In Need on April 14, 2000, at 15:31:25

In reply to Re: Suicide, posted by AprilA. on April 14, 2000, at 14:52:53

One area of resentment in my life is with friends and family. I am very accepting and understanding of personal flaws. I am very uncritical, but I just never get the same in return. In return I just get judged and criticized. They try to dominate and control me. For me, the relationships are unpleasant and unfair. Lately, I realize more and more there is nothing in the relationships for me. So I have been isolating myself from them. I rarely make phone calls anymore. I do feel lonely, but contacting people just seems self-destructive. I was an emotionally abused child, and somehow, emotionally abusive people are drawn to me. Somehow they see me as a target. I'm on an antidepressant. I've been on it 2 weeks, and I don't notice any effect yet. I feel very worthless. I don't know what to do. I think about suicide a lot. I need help. Thank-you for your feedback.

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That sounds familiar! Here's some personal exp. Racer 4/14/00
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To boB and bob and everyone else In Need 4/15/00
About helping people... Racer 4/15/00
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