Posted by CarolAnn on April 28, 2000, at 12:08:24
In reply to P.S. to Carol Ann, posted by Todd on April 27, 2000, at 23:45:31
I must be a tad psychic too, I had already read your "dream" post before the p.s.(well, actually I just read all your posts automatically, 'cause I like them!).
The amazing thing about your dream analysis, is that it's pretty much the same as my interpretation! You and I seem to have an extremely similar belief system. You are right that I am fairly stable right now, but am always aware how fragile that state is. I do have a sense of humour, although my major complaint is that, and I quote myself, "Nobody 'gets' me!!". It's a quirky little sense of humour, but the great thing is that even at my deepest, darkest, times, it's there, macabre, but there.
Like you, I am hoping that my major LIFE'S lessons have been learned, though I suspect I may have a few more exams to pass. It's interesting that you talked about the "gifts" we're meant to give. The past several weeks, I have had such a strong feeling of, "what is my purpose? what am I supposed to be doing? And, whatever it is, will I be able to do it while dealing with the needs of a husband and toddler?" I am working on letting go of these questions and having faith that when the right time comes, all will be revealed to me.
I hope that we can continue this line of discussion, no one I know ever questions their existance, let alone wants to converse about it.
CarolAnn
P.S. As far as Elvis "the pelvis"...I woke up too soon, 'nuff said!!
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