Posted by Cindy W on May 20, 2000, at 12:15:18
In reply to Who am I kidding, I want to stay!!, posted by Phil on May 20, 2000, at 8:01:48
> This is my wknd to work, so just a short post.
> I am feeling much better. The last two days I built a rock garden in my little yard, did a ton of clearing and cleaning the outside areas. Then...the inside, holy shit. I cleaned everything in this place and I mean everything. I've always smoked in this place and almost needed a hammer and chisel to clean the windows, etc. I no longer smoke inside, ever! And in a week or so am going to stick on a patch and give no smoking a chance.
> I'm still at the golf place till I find something else. About a month ago, I told myself, as bad as this job is, I will not let it beat me. I will learn what I need to learn to be very good at it. I think that attitude was partly a catalyst for what's happening now.
> Sold my drum kit, ouch, bought a lot of new clothes, including a suit, which my brother helped with. NOW, when an opportunity presents itself, I'm ready.
> I don't like hitting bottom but sometimes I thrive on adversity. I'd rather not be tested so much in this life but realize that lessons keep repeating until they are learned. More BS'ing later...gotta go.
>
> Love,
>
> Phil
Phil, good for you! building a rock garden and cleaning windows sounds like progress to me (it's all I can do to get up and get dressed, most days!).--Cindy W
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