Posted by kellyR. on May 25, 2000, at 15:52:31
I can't stop crying all i can think about is killing myself, I saw my dr. today & after talking to me he wanted to see me again this tuesday but i told him no. I don't want to be a bother to him & plus i see my new psychiatrist that day. He was mad that i stop taking my meds,I didn't stop because i didn't want to take them anymore,i ran out & i was afraid to call my gp,i have a hard time calling people on the phone,i have panic attacks when i have to make a phone call,or anything to do w/ people.
My husband scared that i'm going to kill myself & he keeps asking me not too,but w/ all the shite he puts on me,yelling & talking to me like i'm a kid.there's more but i don't want to be a bother to anyone.sorry for being me.
poster:kellyR.
thread:34634
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