Posted by boBb on May 25, 2000, at 23:25:34
In reply to Re: Hey boBB, posted by Tina1 on May 25, 2000, at 21:21:39
>>Have things improved in your neck of the woods? How are you doing these days? --Tina
Thanks for asking. I'm the same. People are often surpised at the breadth of my emotional repetroire. I consider it proper to sublimate my feelings toward purposes I consider socially worthwhile. Please have some sympathy and some respect for my darker side.
I try not to say too much about my inner feelings. Why eclipse anyone else's hope? Maybe others can more easily find relief, maybe others aren't plagued as I am by spirits crying for help, or can more readily afford help without sacrificing their own comfort.
Have I mentioned my bitter loneliness? My desparate ideological isolation, knowing that billions agree with even me while I am surrounded by those who disagree? Engaged in conversation day after day, all day long, but never able to bear my soul? My withering poverty? My longing to know my children? My growing weariness with living?
Sometimes those we call cold and hard are the very ones upon which the rest anchor their foundations.
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