Posted by kerry B on June 27, 2000, at 18:57:55
In reply to Re: I can't handle being schizoaffective, posted by Rick E. on June 26, 2000, at 23:42:49
Thanks Rick,
Good to know someone understands. As for my doctor, he didn't seem to care at all! I had written out like a journal each day to record all that I was feeling but he disregarded it and that sent me over the edge even more. You just get to the point where you close yourself off and try to make it the best you can, it's hard to describe. I can't change my doctor as I am going through the area health so I just have to put up with it.
The worst part is the valium, I think. I feel really frustrated as it slows me down but my insides want to go! Like you said though, it will get better I guess. One day anyway. It's just horrible not being able to understand yourself when all along before this illness happened, I thought I was in total control of my life. Now, it's all been blown apart!
Anyway, thanks again for your advice. Much appreciated. It feels like a lonely world I'm in at the moment!!!! Thanks!!!!!
poster:kerry B
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