Posted by Abby on July 1, 2000, at 13:06:18
In reply to kerry B to Abby........., posted by kerry B on July 1, 2000, at 1:39:48
> Dear Abby,
> I read through your message and I'm sorry I couldn't be clearer on everything. I sat down before I wrote and tried to remember all that's happened, there are a lot of psychotic episodes I didn't mention but I thought you would get the picture from what I said and you did. I hope I am making sense at the moment?
> I have to get to work tomorrow somehow and if it is quiet, I will write the queries down and pass them on to you, maybe tomorrow night if I can last!!!
> I really do believe I am not on the right meds, I am still on the lithium as well but I don't feel at all good. Although today I had a hypermanic episode which I haven't had since I became ill again, it felt weird but I couldn't stop. My husband says it is the BP part of it so what does that mean if I am experiencing that again? I am so confused, I don't know what to do. I actually had suicidal thoughts for the last two days thinking I should stop being a burden to everyone and let them once again be happy? I don't know.
> I also contacted the health team but they said I had to wait until Monday,three days away, (have I already told you this)?, I was an absolute wreck on the phone to them and they just said to take the valium, it will be O.K. Sure.
> O.K. I had better sign off now, I am tired and need a rest. I will answer your questions and queries tomorrow or the day after.
> Thanks heaps!!!!
> KerryKerry, don't worry about being incoherent and don't apologize. That's why we ask the questions. I hope you can get in to see the doctors on Monday. In the meantime. Go in a dark room with blinds down---put on eye covers if you have too and try to lie down. Sometimes the floor is better than a bed. You might find after a bit that classical music---Mozart or Bach becomes bearable and that after you're a little calmer it can help to organize thoughts. At least that has been my experience with what Ithink is mild hypomania. Good Luck.--Abby
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