Posted by Racer on September 25, 2000, at 4:35:08
OK, I've posted the whole thing where it belongs: psychosocial, but here's a couple of questions about the drug part:
I take 225mg Effexor XR and 20mg Prozac. Lately, I'm not sleeping, or hardly sleeping at all. I'm barely awake, hardly coherent, and miserable.
Mind you -- I can nap fine on the sofa in the daytime... Just, you know, actually sleeping, in bed, all night. That just don't wanna happen.
Meanwhile, just ot make it worse, I've gotten into a rut of negative, self-deafeating thinking going. Got a job, not a good situation, and I am currently experiencing SHAME, because somehow it must be my fault: despite the fact that these moronic imbeciles can't even get it together to pay me on time!!!
Realistically, I know that they're idiots. I know that despite my problems and general screwyness, I could and probably would pay myself if left to my own devices. Still, how come I'm so ready to take on all the blame? How do I learn not to?
Anyone had any luck with that?
poster:Racer
thread:45239
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