Posted by Kinderprize on December 6, 2000, at 21:26:10
In reply to Sorry !! Sorry !! Paxil made me Crazy., posted by Kinderprize on December 6, 2000, at 2:41:18
Thank for replying >shar, james, roger, Santaclaus. I really thought I had lost my online ticket seeing as I got thrown of by the brave doctor.
Shar don't ever mix your Sicillian blood with Jewish unless you want to create a complete imtellectual lunatic.Since stopping paxil I was a fallen rocket today. Got distracted and lost my money. The window looked a good place to jump. I never quite make the suicide bid. The reason I'm so cynical about Psychiatry is for a lot of reasons. When I recently submitted myself to them they nearly finished me off with Neuroleptics and their depressional delusions. The very kind Doctor Finlay gave me Neuroleptics to sleep. I reawakened and the TV in the Wards had a programme on Mad Cow Disease (Its in the meat here in Britain) As soon as I saw this I became convinced I had this condition and collapsed on the floor. Then I believed half the people in the ward did too, and there was a Government cover up. Nurses, relatives could not disuade me. I was terrified, screaming inside to release myself onto the road. The only thing that stopped me was the idea I would survive it and be left crippled for the rest of the few years I had left while my brain rotted and I slowly succumbed to it
My doctor not Pdoc gave me anti depressants. He is really a very stupid doc. Look what happened. Look at the craziness I have spread here. Meanwhile the shrinks are trying to diagnose my complex behaviour and cycles of mood. They are a bit behind in the UK I think. They want to study me as an interesting patient because I dare to challenge everything they assume.
Thats why I had to try internet. Everyone is totally clued on Neurology and Pharmaceuticals.
My view of everything is a complex turmoil. I would'nt wish it on anyone.
Thanks to reading these posts past couple of weeks I have fresh perspective on all mental processes. Each time I lose it lately I feel a more realistic view happening replacing my usual delusions.
I could never understand why no-one took me seriously till recently.
Felix aka KINDERPRIZE aka PsychoQuack
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