Posted by Wendy B on April 4, 2001, at 11:26:29
In reply to Re: Help, my therapist is out of town, posted by avoet on April 3, 2001, at 23:45:15
Avoet:
Bless you for your note. What does your name signify? It's very beautiful. Anyway, I have your response and phillybob's to turn to in my hour of need. Just your saying it will be okay make a lot of difference. I wanted to know if the guilt is something others have had to deal with.
What is your meds regimen for your bipolar dx? Tell me more about your situation - perhaps on the other board... (?)
It's hard not to focus on the negative right now. I can't yet pull myself out of it. I know three weeks isn't a long time, but I am feeling abandoned, I guess. Like: how could she leave knowing I was feeling like this? Infantile, I know, but I DID feel it.
I WILL give you a holler when I feel like this (look out! a steady stream may be coming), thank you so much for offering...
Wendy B
> i am so sorry you are having such a hard time. i do not want to give you any advice on your meds but i can tell you that i check this board everyday and if you need to talk just post something for me and i will respond as quickly as possible. please hang in there and use this board while you therapist is out of town. three weeks will go by fast and she will be back. i am bipolar II and it is not a fun disease to have. i was misdianosed for a long time but now i can get the right treatment. i struggle with the guilt too. i feel bad for all the times i yelled at my fiance. i have put him through hell. try not to feel guily cause it might bring on depression. try not to fret over past relationships because things happen the way they are supposed to anyway. you do not have to look through life with dx lens you just have to see how it affects your life and how you can get better. anyway, give me a holler if you need anything and i will write you back okay! hang in there, it will be okay.
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> avoet
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