Posted by shelliR on May 9, 2001, at 20:49:23
In reply to Re: Methadone - AndrewB and all interested, posted by Cece on May 8, 2001, at 14:58:46
Cece,Thanks for sharing your experience. My first post on this board, about one year ago had to do with taking hydrocodeine and not understanding why my pdoc and therapist were giving me such a really hard time about it. My dose was very low and I had been taking it for about 2 1/2 years without increasing. My pdoc threatened to terminate with me if I didn't stop, yet in spite of about 15 med trials within one year, nothing touched my depression once Nardil lost effectiveness. (Actually lamictal helped, but I gained 15 lbs in a two week period and started having distorted body feelings.)
So even though there is a lot of contraversy on the board re opiates, each time I read about someone who they are helping and who doesn't wind up immediately self-destructing, I feel understood.
Especially thank you for saying:
"I don't generally feel that addiction is a serious issue in the face of life-threatening depression."
My depression is life-threatening and without the hydrocodeine, I don't think I could have made it through the last two years. I used to take 1/2 pill (3.75mg in the early evening) tolerating the depression during the day. I work a lot in the evening; also do the treadmill then. Lately, however, it is occurring to me that in some way I am buying into my former pdoc's prejudices and I have allowed myself some days to split one pill (7.5mg) throughout the day. Some might say my "habit" is increasing. I think I am learning to be a bit nicer to myself.
So thanks again. Shelli
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