Posted by geekUK on June 17, 2001, at 13:56:05
In reply to Re: have you talked to someone yet?, posted by somebetter on June 16, 2001, at 13:05:25
heya,
still havent really desided. everything in my life is very up in the air now. just finished uni, unemployed and no money for rent. so If my docs deside that they want me in hospital for a week or two, I become homeless (ish) unless I move back with my dad. Thats possibly more depressing than my current situation!
Well I always know when the 'kinda not' feelings are around. this time about 2 1/2 3 months. Key sighns are spending time 'checking safeways for big razors, location and how much?' and other things. Hundreds of excuses i have for myself, for fun, a joke, to make me feel better (which it does), all detracting away from the scaryness.
anyways...off to apply for jobs.
M> I hope you decided not to keep it a secret. sl is right. Your doc and therapist would want to know. You mentioned 'kind of impulse' and 'kind of not'. Can you remember how long the 'kind of not'had been going on? Is it possible you were afraid to talk about it before?
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> hoping you're safe and sound -
> somebetter
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