Posted by Lawrence S. on June 26, 2001, at 2:31:42
In reply to Re: Zyprexa gives me the blah's, posted by cramx2 on June 25, 2001, at 14:58:45
> What exactually do you mean by lobotomized,
> can you be a little more descriptive. Are you experiencing cognitive dulling or derealization?
>
> O.K. I'll try to be more detailed. I guess cognitive dulling would be close to how I feel on Zyprexa. I would call it more like personality dulling, suppresion, Whatever part of my brain that makes up my psyche, personality, etc. seems like it is washed away when I take neuroleptics.
Many years ago I was put on Verapamil for a heart condition. My mental state started to deteriorate. I felt like I was going to have a breakdown. I stoped it and got better. now I see that Verapamil has some mood stabilizing properties.
Neurontin made me hallucinate. I could'nt tell if I was awake or asleep because I was having waking dreams.
It took me years to get over that washed away" feeling when I tried Lithium for just a few weeks. What do I try next. Every time I try A.P.s it is more of a downward spiral. Please help!!
Lawrence S.
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