Posted by susan C on July 30, 2001, at 12:57:07
In reply to message for paxvox, posted by rose3600 on July 30, 2001, at 12:18:40
> Hi, Rose, I have been following your posts. I just started a new med and got so dizzy I had to lay down. Now I am clearer and can think.
My first suicide thoughts were at the same age you are. Fortunately I found a good pdoc, psychiatrist, who helped me a lot with talk therapy and meds to first help me sleep. five years later, I was doing ok with the choice of meds and my inlaws died with in ten days of each other...It was the first time I felt real greif and sorrow. I think from my experience what I am trying to say is there is a difference between being suicidal and suffering from the loss of a loved one. Get help, go the the ER talk to another doctor. Get another opinion about what is going on. It took my current pdoc over an hour and a half talking to me to make his observations. Another spent two hours. YOU DESERVE IT. Go for it girl. Thinking of you....
....Just to tell you a little about myself I am 38 happly married w/3 girls.....I was doing pretty good with my meds, till my father dying (I watched him die).
> I called my doctor and that's when he put me on the valium...at the same time i told him i will not be taking anymore buspar...I am taking 5-2.5mg of zyprexa aday...My doctor told me it helps with the zoloft..
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> I feel at times taking my own life...(I can't drink alcohol...i tried taking my own life)..My doctor said, I suffer major depression..
> please help me
> rose
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