I give up

Posted by pathetic_n_useless on December 10, 2001, at 13:04:27

I totally give up. Nothing helps. My GP is totally fine with the fact that the mirtazapine (remeron in the US)helps me sleep but thats it. Made me gain too much weight already. She won't refer me to a psychiatrist again and even if she did it would be to the totally judgmental, critical, rude idiot I saw before cos he's all there is due to short staffing. So I am stuck with 6 or so panic attacks, flashbacks n feeling suicidal and self harming more and more to try to cope. Gp reckoned I didnt seem depressed either. Whats' the point? She said it's totally up to me to change but I have just had enough of all of it. I just want to curl up n a ball n disappear, not ever wake up again because I just want it all to stop and I can't see how.

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