Posted by MB on January 16, 2002, at 10:31:38
In reply to No, don't! » MB, posted by sid on January 16, 2002, at 8:27:19
> Suicide stops the pain, but it also prevents anything good from happening to you in the future !
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> Why don't you check yourself into a hospital, they will be able to help you. Or call an ambulance if you're not able to get there on your own.
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> Please stay with us... As long as there's life, there's hope ! Write again soon and let us know how it's going for you.
>I'm sorry to be such a whiner. That was really immature of me. I think I just needed a voice of reason to tell me not to kill myself. Thank you for being that voice of reason. I don't want to die (death is boring) but the pain gets so bad. I didn't take any Prozac this morning but I took 100 mg of Neurontin and I am feeling extremely doped up and the suicidal rage/akathisia is getting better. I've been on the phone with my father who is really supportive (and much more of a "go-getter" than I am) and I told him that I was hopeless and sick and the meds were making me worse and he is going to try to help me find help that works. If it gets bad again I will go to the hospital. I think I need to space my neurontin doses closer together. Thanks for listening, I think that's the closest I've been ever to...you know...
Thank you and sorry
for the histrionics,MB
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