Posted by Panic AttacK on January 24, 2002, at 12:03:34
In reply to ANXIETY SYMPTOMS ARE DEADLY!!!!?, posted by crazychickuk on January 23, 2002, at 9:28:38
Hey Girl... I didnt have time to read all the other posts and wanted to reply to everything you just said. You sound just like me. After reading it I thought I wrote that!!!! Except I dont have any kids! I have been dealing with this same shit for over 9 months. The reason for mine was a cocaine overdose on St.Patricks Day. I ended up in the hospital thinking i was dying... evre since I have been dealing with PANIC ATTACKS. But for the past couple months....there not like panic attacks.... i dont freak out and shit like i use to.... these last for hourssss and it doesnt go away UNLESS i go to sleep..i wake up and feel much better. See....I use to be a party animal too.... well i still am but nothing like before... I use to drink everyday! I still drink but like once opnce a week. Its horrible... you feel really cloudy... you cant focus on shit, your heart is racing fast as hell but your mind and body is so WEAKKK and so TiRed..... and you feel like your dying. Well thats how i feel. I get so weak that if i got any weaker..it would be DEAD. Theres no way i could get any weaker than that. But its so hard for me to fall asleep. I lay in bed and my heart races like hell.... so i take REMERON every night to knock me out... Everybody says " oh you think negative.. blah blah" BULL! Ill be chillin or whatever and it starts. Ofcourse I am going to start thinking negative when im feeling so horrible. There is nothing you can do when your feeling like this man. There are things to prevent it... {dont drink :) }and breathing exercises...bla blah.... but i really havent found nothing to help BUT sleep! Sleep, Chamomille tea, Linden tea, Sleep, and nothing else. Xanax or volume makes me even MORE WEAK and the weaker i am... the WORSE!@! ! I use to take Xanax for panic attacks and it worked AMAZINGLY! This is a weird kind of anxiety I have.... its not like IM ANXIOUS... OH MY GODD > > > SHIT > > > >WTF?????/ OPPISITE! Im all weak and tired and miserable and my heart races and i feel like a DOOM over me that i have some disease that no doctor can detect and im going to die,... and when they do my autopsy... THEN they'll find out what the hell was wrong with me. Anyways... I got you on my buddy list so I will IM you.... By the way, My Name is Cynthia... 21 F and i live in FLORIDA... so you want to chat... IM me :MiStiCiLLuSiOnZ is my screename! Take care girl....
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